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Before The Pills (PREQUEL, In The Field Series)

Teen Fiction

What happened to Andy and Alec before they both decided they couldn't take the weight of life anymore? How did they even meet? What pushed Andy over the edge? Why wouldn't she go to Alec for support before deciding pills could only fix it? Andy...

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||Entry Four||

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by RavenRedSoul

by RavenRedSoul

                                    
                                              May, 22nd 
                          Dear Alec,
                          Trust me, I did trust you with my life. These notes were something I just couldn't share let alone read them myself. 
                          It's hard for me to even believe people could write terrible words like that. They twisted my life into some erotic fantasy. 
                          It just makes me sick to my stomach to read those notes. I couldn't allow you to read them, it would embarrass me too much. 
                          And for that I am sorry, Alec. I know you deserved to read them I just wasn't strong enough.