I was gone.
I was somewhere else.
I wasn't with Jack anymore.
After I told him I liked him, I just left. That might've been rude without telling him, but it was gnawing at me.
I couldn't stay at his house anymore after I told him I liked him.
My instinct was obviously wrong. It had this great idea that if I told Jack, he would say the same thing to me.
Bullshit.
I was mostly beating myself up to. I knew it was a bad idea, but the guilt of not telling him was gnawing my insides.
I had no where to go either; but it doesn't seem like that matters since I was invisible to people. Only if I made myself visible.
Jack really didn't even say anything when I told him. He just looked at me as if I was some blank space sitting on his bed.
That was one thing I didn't understand. The other thing that I was confusing myself about was why would I just leave?
Why would I just leave? Would Jack notice? Would he even care?
He probably thinks I'm psycho for liking a human.
That's the past though. What I needed to focus on mostly was what I was going to do.
I couldn't get a job, I couldn't even "live" anywhere; unless it was me just being a ghost and so called "haunting them".
Honestly, I didn't give a fuck. I wasn't human, I shouldn't be fucking attached to Jack.
Okay, I know I shouldn't care, but the only thing I really care about is Jack.
After being with Jack for a few months, I became attached to him.
Like, when some girls get a boyfriend and they end up bugging the shit out of them? Yeah, that's what it was like.
I was in the back of the apartment complex. I was just sitting on the ground and was clearly visible to anyone that saw me.
"Y/n?" I heard that one voice come around the corner.
But before I had time to escape, he held onto my arm.
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Fanfictionhi guys! so i decided to make another book and this will not be a sequel because i just want to start sort of trying this type of book out, y'know. so enjoy this book! ❤