chp19- Help not Hurt

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(DON'T PLAY SONG YET💙)
Guys i have been so tired lately...😴
so rly sorry if this chapter sucks i am trying my hardest😇 hope you enjoy!!!




New chapter- Help not hurt

Last chapter- Stay with me




■●•Your POV~•●■

"M-mom? D-dad?" I say...i must be dreaming.

"Hello sweetheart. How are you?" Mother said helping me up.

I was so in shock, i couldn't say a word. There were real. Standing right infront of me. Talking to me.

Without knowing it tear fell from my eyes onto the plain white floor.

I closed my eyes and rubbed them, using my sleave to dry them away.

But when i opened my eyes...i was in a field.

A field of beautiful flowers and lushes green grass. A pink and orange sky with the sun setting. And a single cherry blossom tree.

I walked slowly towards the tree, hoping for some answers...

As i walked closer i could make out a black grand piano was placed under the tree, with petals falling on it.

And then they were there.

My mother.

My father.

My brother.

They were all there. Smiling happily.

"Hey Y/N! Did you miss the most handsome, the most amazing person in your whole life?" B/N asked batting his eye lids at me.

"What handsom, amazing person?" I joked, earning a pout from him.

"So mean. But hey, did you do what i told you to do?" He said walking towards me, his hand tracing down the piano.

"Yes. I became stronger. I will kill Mikey." I said confidently.

But B/N didn't look happy, or pleased or grateful.

He looked Sad, disapointed, disgusted.

Even mother and father did to.

"Y/N, your just as bad as him...i told you to became stronger, not to hurt people...but to help them. Even Mikey." He said standing right infront of me.

"What? I don't understand..." he wants me to help him.

The person who killed him. Who killed our parents. Who serperated us. He wants me to help that DEMON?!

"Y/N...why is it when i was alive you listened...but when i died you threw everything i taught you away...just for revenge."

I looked at him angrily at his stupidness, how can he not see killing him would help everyone.

"You still don't understand do you?" he sighed walking over to the piano...mother and father were staring at us the whole time not saying a word.

(PLAY SONG NOW💙)

I was about to ask why...when B/N took a deep breath and placed his hands on the black and white keys.

When the first cords strung my heart stoped.

I remember this song...

It was our song.

He slowly opened his mouth and i let  his words take over my thoughts.

If I die young,
bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song,

Uh oh, Uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors

Oh,

life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby,

The sharp knife of a short life
I've had Enough time,

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song,

The sharp knife of a short life
I've had just enough time,

I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom,
As green as the ring on my little cold finger,

I've never known the loving of a women,
But it sure felt nice when she was holding my hand,

There's a girl here in town, says she'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life,

well, I've had just enough time...~

He wrote this song, to tell me, whatever i do killing won't put pain on the person, but me...

I understand that now.

More than i thought i did.

A penny for my thoughts,

oh no,

I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing

~~Funny, when you're dead how people start listen'n~~


If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn'
Send me away with the words of a love song~


If I die young,
bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song~

A sharp knife if a short life
Well i've had just enough time...~

When i die young bury me in satin...~

Lay me down...~

I understand now...

Mikey was in love with mother...

Love made him do crazy things.

But showing him love is even crazier.

But thats what i'm gonna do...

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