Fujoshi Trapped in a Seme's Perfect Body (Yaoi) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 52

Hello Yaoi Knights!

OMG, we are nearing the end of this series. I already wrote the ending. We shall see! More chapters to come hopefully! I've been so motivated to write. I'm also working on two manga projects >_< So thank you for bearing with me for the slow updates.

Again, let me know what you think!!!

-Seru

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We ate breakfast while Azumi continued to tease Kazuo.

I could see through Azumi, and her main objective was to push Kazuo to me.

Instead of being uneasy, I actually like it.

I like it a lot.

I want her to do that because I want to be closer to Kazuo.

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I prepared my things and got ready to go back home.

I gave Azumi a hug.

When I tried to extend my arm to Kazuo, he played it off and gave me a hand shake.

What was that about?

I shrugged it off and left.

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The thing that boggled my mind was...

When did I start liking Kazuo?

I never acknowledge his existence until just recently.

Why now?

Was it love at first sight?

That is ridiculous.

But how can I love Kenji too...at the same time?

I just don't know how to differentiate my "love" for both of them.

I feel different towards Kazuo...but for Kenji, I just don't know how to put it.

Do I really "love" love him?

No.

Maybe?

Did I feel guilt when I made advances to Kazuo?

That's infidelity, right?

I should feel guilty and I should only do those things with Kenji.

But why do I have this desire to be with Kazuo.

I want to be held by him.

I want to taste his lips.

I want to smell his scent.

I want to see his sharp brown eyes.

I want to hear his deep voice.

For someone I barely know, why am I lusting for him this badly?

What is wrong with me...?

What the hell is wrong with me?

Kazuo is driving me nuts.

I need to stop thinking about him.

Stop.

STOP!

I might need a cold shower...to numb these feelings...nasty feelings, if you know what I mean.

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I got home and took a shower.

It helped a little—