Nobody understands (Austin and Ally fanfic)

Sparks

Chapter 7 sparks

I soon fell asleep in the car. I woke up by Austin who sang with the radio.

If you could see me now would you recognize me
Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me
Would you follow every line on my tear stained face

I kept my eyes shut. I enjoyed his voice. His angels voice. I didn't want to admit it. Austin did so sweet. I started to fall in love with this Austin.

Put your hand on a heart that's was cold
As the day you were taken away
I know it's been awhile but I could see you clear as day

The car stopped driving. And the radio went out. We were at home. I kept my eyes closed. I pretended I was sleeping. I wanted to know what he would do. I felt his eyes on me. He wiped a strand of hair out of my face. I shivered by his touch. He did my car door open. He lifted me up and walked in. I found this so cute. But I did not dare to move. I let myself be carried by Austin. I felt I was laid out on a bed. He put the blanket over me. Then I suddenly felt his lips on my cheek. "Good night Alls ..." he whispered. OMG! He kissed my cheek! Okay Ally, stay calm. Inhale, exhale. Count to ten. Just stay quiet. I heard him walk away. The door closed. Now I was alone. I did care my eyes open. I was in Austin's bed. With the blanket over me. I threw my head in my pillow and I began to scream. Fortunately, the sound muffled by the pillow. He kissed my cheek! He kissed my cheek. Ok, I was maybe a little in love with him. A tiny bit.

I looked at the clock. It was 3. I got hungry. But I couldn't run down immediately. Otherwise he would know that I not really slept.. I had to wait a few minutes. I stared at my ceiling. Austin would never like me. He took pity on me. That was clear. If you looked at his ex-girlfriends. Who were skinny, beautiful skin. Long legs. I was fat, what impurities, and small. I was always small. Maybe I had to eat a little less. Maybe Austin would like me if i was skinny. Just a bit less. Just fruit and water. And sometimes a sandwich. A diet. That would help anyway? I would drink down. Do not eat. I looked at the clock. Why time went so slow! I started to sing a song. That song that my mother always sang for me when I was little

Deep in the meadow, under the willow
A bed of grass, a soft green pillow
Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes
And when again they open, the sun will rise.

Here it's safe, here it's warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you.

Deep in the meadow, hidden far away
A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray
Forget your woes and let your troubles lay
And when again it's morning, they'll wash away.

Here it's safe, here it's warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you.

Badadadada...

Here is the place where I love you.

Deep in the meadow, hidden far away
A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray
Forget your woes and let your troubles lay
And when again it's morning, they'll wash away.

Here it's safe, here it's warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you.

I decided to get up. I was impatient. I opened the door gently and I walked into the living room. Austin was sitting watching tv with pancakes on his plate. I walked silently to him. His eyes still on the tv.

I sat down beside him. Then he heard me pass. He looked at me with a smile. "Hey Ally. Slept well? " "I.. What? Sleeping? Yes, i was sleeping, really! I mean, yes i slept very good. "well done though, facepalm. "Ok, do you want a pancake?" I looked up at the stack of pancakes. "Yes ..." Fat, remember? "I mean, No thanks, I'm not very hungry."

"What are you watching?" i asked. "Oh, family guy! Hilarious! "he said laughing. His cute smile! I melted! We watched tv together all afternoon. I saw how Austin ate 10 pancakes. It all disappeared into a black hole hahah. At 7 I looked on to Austin. He was sleeping. I turned the tv off. I looked around me. I found a blanket in the closet and laid it over him. Now way that I could carry him up! I also decided to lie down. I lay against the handrail. Staring at Austin. I did not notice that I was staring at Austin for 10 minutes. He was already woken up. "Why are you staring at me?" he asked confused. "Ehm ... I.. Ehmm.. "him