Extended (Sequel To Being A Clayton)

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I had just landed in Texas and I looked like a hot mess. I walked out and Riley was waiting for me. I got closer to him and he look up and smiled. I dropped my bags and ran to him and hugged him. "Your bags " he said laughing. "I missed you would be nice " I said laughing and we pulled away. "I did miss you little sister you know I did. " he said laughing and I smiled he grabbed my bags and we got into the car. "Why didn't the kids come again " he said confused. "Because Everly wanted to keep them for a bit and Julian was like mom go you need some time so she's bring them Monday. " I said and had a text from Julian.

Husband
J (Julian) A (Avail)
J:the kids are asleep I hope you landed safe and everything's okay I love and miss you so much
A: okay tell then I said good night and I love them and miss them. And Julian I landed safe. I love you to a lot Julian and I miss you to.
J: I'm glad I miss you a lot avail I hope you understand like I will never love anyone as much I will love you and I hope you know that and I hope we can work this out.

And with that I left him alone. I looked at Riley and smiled. He shook his head and we continue to drive. We finally got to moms and I sigh i miss the kids I'm not going to he able to sleep. I got out and ry grabbed my bags and I ran to the door. "Mommy" I yelled and she was in the couch with javeon , Robert , ray and mama Stewart. "My baby " mom said and hugged me. I like how we all still act like were 5 with her. "Hey mama " I said and hugged Roberts mom. "Big head " I heard and looked at javeon and gave him a look. "You have a way bigger head then me so back the fuck up " I said laughing and he hugged me. "Where the kids " Robert asked and I got sad. "Hi to you to and everlys bring them in Sunday but I want my kids already " I said and layed on the floor. "Its crazy hearing you say that. " mama s said. "I know I still freak out that I have 3 kids " I said laughing and mom sigh. "I feel so old " she said and layed by me. "How Is it im the only one with no kids " ry said and I shrugged. "Idk I went from not knowing who I want with 30 boyfriend to finding one getting married having three kids and cheated on to he supposedly got a girl pregnant but she was lying to coming to a conclusion that the one I wanted the whole entire life was Hayes but when I finally realized when he didn't want me and when I was telling everyone he was there and he secretly still wanted me but I told him no. I told him my ass was to broken for him because I am. I was broken before I ever when to California and still have no clue why till this day I was being a hoe with everyone when all I wanted was Hayes but when Julian came around that all changed and I have no clue why I was blinded by his love and I still am because I'm trying my hardest not to go back to him "I said now at this point crying. Mom sat up and so did I. " I'm sorry baby "she said hugging me. " no mom its my fault I know it is because Julian knew I wanted Hayes that's why we started to fight and I let Hayes go I had him waiting for ever me and Hayes have played this game to long because of me and I want is to be happy like before when everything was fine. I'm so mad my kids are going threw this because my past will never leave me no matter what mom "I said crying really hard now. " Avail calm down "mom said and ry came and gave me a look. " what"I said barley. "Weren't you just at the hospital " ry asked and I nodded my head. "I need to calm down before I have a panic attack " I said trying to calm down. Mom went to my bag and sigh and grabbed my meds and water. "You should do that " javeon said. "Okay what are you a doctor " I said because sarcastic. "Yeah I am actually what did they give you " he said and I started chocking on my water. ( imagine javeon as a doctor shit I would be sick all the time ) "no your not " i said and he laughed. "I really am " he said I was confused. "Um i don't know here " I said and threw him the bottle. "Okay good that's a good one " he said and I gave him a look. "Why didn't you tell anyone " I asked and he smiled. "Because I'm not I was just fucking with you " he said and I hit his arm. "Your mean don't lie to me " I said laughing. I got up off the floor and sat on the couch. "I need some sleep but I can't sleep alone I haven't in forever " I said and they laughed. "I will lay with you " I looked up and it was Hayes. "Hayes what are you doing here " I asked him and he came and sat down by me. "Let go talk alone " he said and I nodded my head. We walked up stairs to my old room. Once we were in reach Hayes grabbed my hand and pulled me inside. He kissed me and I kissed back. Man I want this boy so bad but I'm not the one for him. I pulled away and he was smiling. "Avail I don't care that you have been married or you have kids or you say your broken but avail a part of you is broken because of me avail I caused it even though your not broken anymore avail your not anymore. But enough about that. Remember the day in the hotel room and I told you I wanted to be with you and I want you I still do that's why I haven't moved on avail I need you " Hayes said and I stood there confused. "Say something " he said and I moved close to him and kissed him. It started to get heated and I moved back. "Where at my mom's " I said barely breathing. "Hotel " he said and I looked at him confused. "I have a hotel let's go " he said and I nodded my head I told my mom by and we were out. We got in Hayes car and started to drive to his hotel and I know this whole entire thing wasn't going to end well. Should I be doing this. I mean I want Hayes so bad I've always have but I have kids and I'm still married. But then again were not together. I don't know what to do ugh. I looked at Hayes and a smiled came across my face. I fucken love this boy