❤️ Not Looking For Love .

Not Looking For Love - 11 Part II .

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I woke up in the back seat of a car , with someone laying over me .

I knew it was Quan because I could hear him but couldn't really see him .

" Come on Dev stay with me Dev , we need you come on man " I heard Quan saying in a shaky voice .

" Keep him woke back there Quan . " I heard Ramon bossy ass yell .

" I'm trying ! " Quan yelled back .

I looked down at my body where Quan & Von's hand were .

All I saw was red and felt mad pain .

I opened my eyes fully and all three of these niggas faces lite up .

" Take me to Ant's . " I said .

" Naaah man you need a doctor . " Quan yelled .

" Ayee B just take me to Ant's , " I yelled .

" You ain't gonna make it at Ants B ! " Quan Yelled .

I could fell the tears in my eyes because I knew it was true .

" Man Please just take me to Ant's " I dragged out .

Quan looked at Ramon who was driving and nodded his head .

" Aight Man we going to Ants . " he said .

• Dyamon's POV •

After Dev shot Ymani everything went blank .

I didn't know that side to Devin .

I mean I knew he hurt people and did bad things but never infront of me .

After pulling off from the house Ant parked a block away until the other guys made it to the house .

After the guys drove pass us we pulled off .

The shooting sounds faded as we got farther and farther away from the house .

I couldn't do nothing but cry .

" This is all my fault . " I repeated as I cried .

Ant looked back at me and shook his head .

" This aint your fault Dy things just happen sometimes , okay ? " He said .

I shook my head no .

This is all my fault , I know it all my fault .

I could have changed things .

Maybe this is what AJ wanted to talk about ?

What did I do ?

Aj said I had something to do with it ?

So what did I do ?

Did I make him hurt Devin ?

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When we go to Ant's I sat in the guest bedroom and Danyell came in and sat side me .

" Heeeey . " she said .

" Heeey . "

" Are you okay ? " She asked rubbing my back .

I laughed threw my tears . " I'm great . Besides the fact that I'm a complete mess and the guy I like and might actually love could be dead right now . "

I sighed . " Besides that I'm fine . " I said smiling at her .

She smiled back and grabbed my hand . " It will get better , I promise baby doll it will get better . " she said before getting up to leave .

" Wait ! " I yelled after her .

" Yeaa ? "

" You called me baby doll ? "

" Yeaa , remember that was your nickname I gave you as a kid . "

" Yeaa but you haven't called me that in a decade , D ? "

She shook her head . " I know , " She started .

" & I also know I did some horrible horrible things to you Dyamon & I am truly sorry . " She said threw tears now just like my own .

" It's okay . " I reassured her .

She shook her head again .

" Noo , it's not but one day I'll make it up to you . " & those were her last words before she faded down the hall .

I followed out and went downstairs to the living room .

Right when I was about to sit down the door flung open and there stood Quan , Von & Ramon carrying in a half breathing Devin .

Devin looked horrible , his face was bruised , cut up and batched to death . He was bleeding everywhere .

His clothes were tore with holes in them .

I could see each bullet hole & were it pierced his body , more than anything I could see blood !

Blood everywhere , him , Ramon , Quan & Von all covered in blood .

This was way worse than the car accident , way worse .

I felt the tears coming now .

• Devin's POV •

When we go to Ant's we went straight inside and there was Dyamon.

She looked at me with so much hurt it killed my insides more than any wound ever could .

I saw the tears began to fall from her eyes as she put her hands and over her mouth .

Right then Ant ran in and the guys put me down .

Dyamon was coming my way but I didn't want her seeing me like this .

" Von grab her and take her upstairs ! " I yelled before she could reach me .

Von lifted Dyamon off the ground and took her upstairs .

I could still hear her crying for down her .

Everything was getting blurry again and I felt dizzy .

The guys lifted me to the couch and Ant knelt in front of me .

" Come on Dev stay with us , Kim on the way , come on D you can do it . " Ant yelled as I was fading out .

I was trying to hold on but I couldn't breath .

It felt like my throat was locked and I couldn't speak .

I couldn't take it nomore my eyes got heavy .

" Come on Dev , naaah stay up D stay with me " were the last words I heard then everything went blank .

• Dyamon's POV •

After Von hulk attacked me , he took me to the room and sat me down .

I tried pushing pass him but he blocked the door .

" Von just let me out please , " I cried .

He shook his head .

" Dy , we both know I can't do that. "

I sat on the bed in a little ball and cried .

I could hear the guys downstairs .

It was mostly Ant .

" Come on Dev come on "
"Dev stay with me we got you "
" Kim almost here man you can do it "

" Dev get up man come on Dev get up man " Ant was now yelling and at that moment , I didn't know for sure but I knew the worst probably happened .

Von must have been thinking the same , because he slid down the door and tears began to fill his eyes .

I got up and sat beside him and grabbed his hand .

He opened his eyes and all the tears he held back fell each and every one .

Not just the ones for Dev but for everything he'd been threw .

I knew that feeling , this moment reminded me of all the hurt and pain I'd ever been threw in my life and it wouldn't be the last time I felt it .

" W-w-will it get better ? " Von asked .

" Huh ? "

" You know when you lose someone you love and is close to you ? When you lose someone out of the three people you got left in this world ? "

I forgot that Von was the youngest in the clique , shit he was younger than me. Von was only 16 and that the guys were all the family he ever had .

I laid my head on his shoulder and squeezed his hand .

He looked straight into my eyes causing more hurt .

I nodded my head . " Yes it will get better Von it will . "

" How do you know Dy , Devin's apart of all I got I can't lose him I've already lost so much ? "

I sat in front of him and looked deeper into his eyes . " Von I'm not going to lie , it's going to get worse before it gets better , okay ? "

He nodded .

" Your gonna feel alone , hurt and want revenge . But let me tell you something it will get better Devon , I promise you it will get better okay ? " I said to him .

He nodded his head and cried on my shoulder .

We both cried for awhile and in walked a crying Danyell , her eyes were blood shot red .

I knew she'd been crying the whole times just like us .

" Heey can I sit with you guys ? she asked .

We both nodded .

She sat on the opposite side of me and we all held hands .

I looked at both of them and then up at the ceiling .

" It will get better , I know it will . God please make things get better . " I whispered .