Hold Me | yoonmin |

10

Yoongi's POV

I drove to work without really taking notice of the road, '' I feel like a complete monster!!'' 'How could I have done that?" I said stopping at the red light.

I lifted my hands off the steering wheel, and passed it through my hair angrily, I started hitting the steering wheel just thinking about what I have done.

The green light appeared and I started driving again, after a few turns and frustrating stops I finally arrived at the company.

I am the CEO of the music industry company, the second biggest company in South Korea, yes I am young I'm only 22, but I don't think age matters, what matters is what you have in your brain.

If I wasn't fit for the job I wouldn't have gotten it. That's why I graduated high school 2 years earlier.

I arrived at 7am which was perfect timing,I walked in the doors, immediately seeing the security guards and some employees bow.

I returned them the bow, and headed to the elevators, I entered the elevator not really thinking about work but Jimin.

I tried not to think about him but I couldn't, I walked in my office and sat down, I automatically sighed looking at the mountain of papers I had to go through and sign, I just wanted to throw all the papers on the floor.

I was so frustrated, I felt like anything I touched would catch fire, I decided to calm down, I grabbed my phone and headphone, and listened to some music going through the papers.

After about 6hrs I finally finished, I skipped lunch I really didn't feel like going, my secretary entered the room.

She was wearing her grey tight skirt going to her knees, she was wearing a white stylish t-shirt under her grey vest and looking really pretty.

"Hey pervert, my eyes are up here, not down there," she said sighing at me.

"Yeah I knew that I was just checking!!" I said trying to smoothly cover myself.

"Well that's it for today , everyone is leaving, you should leave too!!" She said turning to the door giving me a smile.

"Oh ok then I will leave immediately!" I said giving her a low smirk.

I grabbed my things and headed back home, I was exhausted it was a super long day of looking at papers and signing and reading them!

Jimin's POV
I couldn't sleep anymore, the sun was directly hitting me in the eye, and it was pretty much annoying me, I just wanted to sleep today off, maybe all that happened yesterday would be just a dream!!

I slowly opened my eyes seeing myself on the bed, the perfect bed I didn't want to ruin, but now it was already too late for that, I dirtied it with all my scent, I shrugged at that and sat up.

I could smell food, something very delicious, I looked around the room, seeing a plate of food on the table, I smiled widely hearing my tummy growl, " thanks mommy Jin" I said like there was someone listening.

I ran to the plate of food and started eating, I ate the whole thing and dranked my whole glass of milk, I smiled at how full I felt and went to the bathroom.

I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror, "I looked so bad," my eyes were all red from crying so much, and my cheeks were red, my face was swollen being so sensitive, and you could also see all the stains of the dried up tears making different shapes.

I though about what happened last night, and I could physically feel my heart break, I opened the faucet knowing I would start sobbing again, and immediately after started crying.

"I-I just don't-t gget it, what's wrong with me?" I said opening the water letting it fall in the tub along with my tears, "why doesn't he love me, am I just not good enough for him, am I unperfect, w-well that's what everyone seems to think.!"

I entered the tub fully, tearing up, not being able to hold in my tears anymore, I just start to sob loudly, and each time a tear fall, I seem to lose my energy, but I just kept crying and slowly started drowning, drowning in my own pool of tears.

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