Hey baby ,
life is getting too much .
I really want to die.
Being dead is easier anyway.
At least then I wouldn't be such a waste. And not worthless,ugly,too big or anything along those lines. The weight on my shoulders is getting heavier ,again. Can't someone just shoot me already? Thanks. Damn, my eyes start to sweat.
Wes... I can't do this anymore. I'm done. I'm mentally exhausted. Slowly but surely killing myself , mentally wise.
Wes I just can't. I want to be free from this unbearable pain and weight and those demons that are hunting my mind for 2 years , maybe three , I can't remember. Too deep in. Fighting / having a war in my head with myself for 2 years ... wow. I'll take that as it's okay to be exhausted...but.
I love you so much Wes.
You're my rock. My everything. And always will be. No matter what. Even when I'll die / kms someday. Just know that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Love you lots
Angel x
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Letters to Wes // Wesley Tucker
FanfictionA girl who is truly ,madly and deeply in love with that one boy who is across the ocean. A girl who knows no other way but to write Letters to him. ________ Angel is a 16 years old girl ,who seems to ,mentally , battle a lot in her life. ...
