14th august 2016

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Hi Wes,
why did I just turn out like this? So messed up and to say the least probably ready to be committed into a mental hospital. I know I can't be the person I was a few years ago bc I'm just too broken ... if all that bullying would've never happened.. I wish I'd know how I'd be if none of that happened. I'm sorry @ my happy lil innocent 5 years old self. I'm sorry I let your beautiful genuine smile fade , your happiness die  and you down.
Wes.. why me... I don't even know who I am . I'm just this mess . I barely recognize myself.  So caught up in everything that's in my head. I'm slowly but surely falling apart. Just thinking 'bout it ... But I need you Wes.
Here with me ... but you're so far away ...
I can't live without you.
My mind is so empty.

Love ,
Angel x

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