5th september 2016

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hey bean ,

I feel disgusting ,like really fucking disgusting. So bloated and just ew. Like a whale. But when do I not feel like a whale? At least I still fit into my size 2 jeans. I saw your snap story btw and regarding to the gym picture; I'm really damn proud of your progress. Like damn. Look at you!
You're smashing it , so far.
I wish I'd come so far. But somehow not. I don't wanna recover.
As crazy as that sounds , 90 % of the time I don't really want to recover That'd mean I'd become fat .. NO just NO .
I like everything the way it is rn. Not eating and so on.
Nobody will understand but when will they ever?

Love you lots

Angel  x

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