It's hard to feign a smile
Or even a little laugh
Maybe I was happy
For just a little while
It's hard to fill this page
My minds a consant blank
I'm void of all emotions
Except for a constant rage
Rage at my friends
For nothing at all
Except for my own selfish reasons
I could put this to an end..
I have nothing left to give
I'm exhausted, inside and out
I'm a mess
I have no reason to live
A part of that feels wrong
Why stop?
Why quit?
End the battle I've fought so long?
But could I?
Should I?
Maybe..
No.
At least..not today
Fake a smile for while
Carry the rage
Fill this page
Love your friends
Don't put this to an end
Keep looking for a reason to live
Even when you have nothing left to give
Keep fighting.
Step forward.
Take a breath.
Shake it off.
Live.
Even though you don't want to.
