○But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed○
I woke up to my phone ringing in the clutch of my hands.
I've been here before, a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying.
And your hands, they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always
It was Blink 182: Always, the song set to play when Asher called.
A smile formed on my lips as i slid the answer button and listened to his voice.
"Hey Bee!" His voice was beautiful.
"Hi Asher!" I beamed but my voice was choaked.
"Sh*t! I've just woken you up, haven't I. I'm sorry Bee, I really am! I shouldn't have called -" He was protective over me and he knew how little I slept.
"Ash, no, no - I'm fine, I'm okay."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, I've been asleep for hours anyways. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, of course I'm fine. I just wanted to hear your voice."
My heart skipped a beat. He was so sweet.
It was 4 am. And he called just to hear my voice. He made me feel so important, he made the bad thoughts go away, he made me feel like I could do absolutely anything without a single care in the world.
"I love you Ash!" My voice gentle and soft.
"I love you too Bandit!" He whispered, then added "did you eat today?"
I lied. "Yeah of course!"
"Great, you need to keep eating Bee, it's not good for you otherwise." He was careing and it was nice and all, but I can take care of myself. If I'd told him that I hadn't eaten tonight, he would have walked here and cooked me something. He treated me differently, like he knew something I didn't.
"We should both probably get some sleep." His voice sounded down my phone.
I nodded before realising he wouldn't have known I'd just done that so i spoke up, "Yeah, sure. Goodnight Ash - I love you, so much!"
"Never forget how beautiful you are!" He whispered then hung up.
I set my phone down on my nightstand and played with the sheets, intertwining them through my fingers, weaving them in and out until I drifted off back to sleep.
Sorry it's such a short chapter!
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FanfictionSequel to 'Without you is how I disappear'. ○COMPLETED○ Gerard becomes trapped in his sorrows for the death of someone close to him and he forgets about his fifteen year old daughter, Bandit and fails to properly take care of her. She takes it upon...
