(A/N so I know that you have Asher in one time zone a whole day before Bandit which I should probably sort out!)
○What I'd do just to get back in her arms○
{Bandit's P.O.V after she blacked out}
My eyelashes fluttered over my eyes a few times as I blinked the sleep away.
"Morning you. Sleep well?" Frank's voice filled the air gently but it was Frank so it wasn't going to be soft and gentle.
"Mhmm" i groaned and then it hit me. Like a bus. "I left home didn't I? And Asher, he doesn't know: does he?"
"Yep and nope!" He popped the p's before adding on; "but I found your phone and stuck it on charge. By the way, he's been calling all night by the looks of things!"
"Sh*t! -" then before I could finish my sentence the dad in him was released!
"Hey, Bandit I don't want to hear anymore language like that!" His stern voice approached my ear as I felt the like the size of a toothpick.
Awkward!
"Sorry. I better call back!" I said getting up. Then I realised, some how, I was lying with my head on a pillow, on Frank's lap with the blanket from the sofa over me. "Im sorry if i scared you, do you know what happened?" I didn't want to worry any body but I need to take control of this before it gets serious.
"I think you woke up then Miles came down to see if you wanted breakfast or something but you were mid way through a panic attack I think, or at least that's what he'd said and then he yelled me down. But hey, don't worry about it, okay? Has this happened before?"
"Ermm, sometimes I -I guess. " my words stumbled over as I sat up and reached for my phone.
"Okay well, I'm pretty sure they've saved you some breakfast, come up when you're ready." He explained with a soft smile planted on his lips as he sprung up and headed for the stairs.
I returned a small smile then turned back to my phone and called Asher.
(A/N: I think I sorted it ;D)
"BANDIT! OH MY F***ING GOD! OH MY JEEZ, WHERE ARE YOU? ARE YOU OKAY? I FOUND YOUR NOTE IN YOUR ROOM AND I TRIED TO LOOK FOR YOU SO I WENT TO MIKEY'S BUT HE HAD NO IDEA AND, OH MY GOD, BEE, BABES ARE YOU OKAY? I'VE BEEN SO WORRIED!!" He practically yelled down the phone, his voice shaking but still a light with the hoarse morning effect.
"Ash, I'm okay- I'm okay! I'm sorry, my phone died and I got here and I had to explain everything and then I fell asleep and I'm so, so sorry; i really am!"
"It's okay, it's ok- where are you, I'll come pick you up!" He calmed down but he was still talking a mile; a minute.
"No, no I don't need picking up. I'm at Frank's but come by and we'll go out or something and I'll explain everything, okay?"
"You're okay though right, please tell me you're okay?!"
"I am, I am, I'm okay. I'm so sorry Ash, it's all my fault!" Now I felt guilty, I felt like I physically broke him. I was about to start crying when his words pulled the tears back.
"Hey, hey- no damage done, everything's okay. I'll come get you in an hour and we'll talk okay, Bandit I love you so f***ing much, I'm never gonna let you go!!"
"I love you too!"
"I'll see you in an hour, bye babe."
"Bye Asher."
He hung up and I sat my phone back down on the table Frank left it on before and headed upstairs to have breakfast with everyone else.
I sat down at the table in the kitchen as a short stack of pancakes were sat in front of me by Jamia.
"Good morning Bee, how are you feeling?"
"Okay I g-guess, t-thanks for this." I answered quietly gesturing to the breakfast.
You see, Frank and Jamia had been around a lot while I was growing up just like Mikey and Ray but I felt distant from them, all of them. Just a burden, someone's problem that's been dumped onto them. I don't know why I left, why I came here, what was I thinking? They have three kids already, I don't need to be here I'm just going to make everything 10 times worse for them. Mikey has a family so he doesn't need me there and neither does Ray with his family either but no, i thought it would be a great idea to come to the family that is just bursting at the seams. Bravo Bandit!
"Ermm, i-is it okay if m-maybe I go out with A-Asher in a bit?"
"Of course hunny, just be careful. Is he coming to pick you up?" Jamia was so nice, that she just intimidates me.
"Y-yeah, in like an hour."
"That's fine Bee. Just stay safe okay, do you know where your going?"
"We will and I'm not sure, we might just walk to the park or something maybe. We need to talk."
"That's fine, you better go get ready then." She finished the conversation with a bright smile, carrying a coffee mug out of the kitchen and into where I presume is the living room.
With that said, I finished the pancakes, put my plate in the sink and went down to the basement and got changed ready to meet Ash.
A/N: MIKEY IS GOING TO BE A DAD!!!! *WOOP WOOP* i slightly mentioned that lil family but obviously we literally found out like 2 / 3 days ago so obviously there is no name to be mentioned.
But seriously, I can't be the only one who thought Brendon Urie would be the next emo dad
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