Siren (a Gaara love story)

I dont think I like this feeling

dont own naruto! love you all thank you for the support!!! i did the drawing to the side... i know its a fail. i did it with charcoal b/c that was the only thing i had at the time... try not to hate it... its Liiran in Gaaras clothes.... 

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after my little show i began to experience the after affects of me opening up to my team and Kakashi. some were bad, and some were good. I'll start with the good first; Temari and Kankuro showed me a pile of new respect, that didn't result in fear, making it so that we grew closer. the bad... i think its bad anyways. Gaara safely avoids looking me in the eye. i believe he is still embarrassed over that kiss he gave me, which to that i still say what the hell. Kakashi has been avoiding me, and i have a feeling that we're going to break up. i think i could handle it if we broke up... we already established that we're not in love, and i think he has taught me everything i can know to begin learning how to love. he had asked me to meet at 'our' tea shop. i rolled out of the bed i'd been laying in for the last hour and stared at the cold floor. i didn't really want to get up yet, so i just sat there and stared at the floor until i heard a knock at the door of my room

"come in" i called. Kankuro came in and blushed a deep shade of red as he looked at me. i frowned until i realized i was wearing a skimpy see threw white night gown type thing. i smirked and pulled the covers around me, regarding him cooly

"yes?" i asked him. he turned away and said

"are you feeling alright?" he asked. i looked confusedly at him

"um...." i said. he looked back at me

"its just that you've been sitting in here wide awake for like two hours and..." he trailed off.

"I get it. yes I'm Okay... and how'd you know that i was awake?" i asked. Kankuro looked nervously at my window and muttered something like

"I need to go eat my cat" and then he rushed out of my room. smirking i set my feet on the cold unforgiving floor and opened the window

"Gaara" i called. his head popped around the corner of the building neck door and he quickly hid again. i almost wanted to laugh.... almost...

"Gaara come here..." i paused and when he didn't i bent over and began to make crying noises. after a few seconds of that i fell dramatically to my knees. i knew this would work and sure enough he let himself into my room

"Liiran?" he asked quietly. i could hear the panic in his voice, since i knew he was sure he caused this, and that he had no clue what to do. my body began to shake in laughter masked with tears.

"Liiran?" he asked unsure. i smirked and whispered

"Gaara"

"yes?" he asked. i smirked more, i think I'll amuse my self for a bit.

"h- hold me" i whispered. i saw him freeze out of the corner of my eye

"what?" he asked. i bit my thumb and i few tears rolled down my face.

"please?" i asked, looking up at him. it must've been the tears that did it. without hesitation he pulled me into his arms, and cradled me against his surprisingly warm chest. my shoulders shook as i contained laughter and he stoked my hair

"Liiran, its okay, its okay... my little angel" he whispered the last three words under his breath but i still heard them. i looked up at him in shock, not even having to fake the stutters

"w- what did you say?" i whispered. his own eyes widened

"nothing!" he said. i turned all the way around and peered into his eyes

"i heard you" i whispered. his mouth parted a little as we locked gazes.

"you did?" he asked, leaning forward until i felt his hot breath on my face. i couldn't move, could think. all i knew was that i felt dizzy and electrified, that all i wanted to do was lean forward, and i did. our faces were closer and closer until they were so close that i- my eyes widened and i quickly jumped up and backed against the wall. i don't know whats going on with me, but I'm not certain i like what i'm feeling right now. Gaara sat there stunned for a second, before turning his gaze to me. eyes wide and hurt he stood, and when he blinked his eyes turned cold. silently he turned and left and i felt a pang in my chest

"Gaara...." i whispered, looking at the spot where i almost, just kissed him

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it was three in the afternoon and I hadn't seen Gaara since what happened. i got up from the couch where i had been lounging with Temari and Kankuro watching; you guessed it; the discovery channel. they smiled at me as i headed to my room. i pulled out my clothes and stared bored at them. deciding i would look better in something else i went to Gaara's room. i knocked five times, and when there was no answer i opened it and came face to face with an empty room. i smirked and went to Gaaras closet, pulling out his complete outfit (he has several of the same) and snuck back into my room. i dressed in his outfit and decided to make a few.. adaptions. i wore his black pants that ended four" from the ankles and had the netting at the edges. i left that the way it was and pulled the white sash over me. my black hair fell over it in waves and i curled it and put it half up. i then tightened the sash by taking some off it and sewing it back together. i was after all a bit shorter and much skinnier than Gaara. i cut the pants after some deliberation so that they were six" from my waist and tied my pouch around my left leg, adding my Headband to my waist. i still had my bandages on to my lower thighs, and i thought i looked pretty good. putting my bow and quiver on my back i headed out to the living room. when temarie saw me she raised an eyebrow but didn't say anything. i just smirked and left, heading to the tea shop i would meet Kakashi at. as i turned a corner i felt sand pull me into an alley way and saw Gaara step out of the shadows. he paused a second when he saw me wearing his clothes, but he continued on so he was standing in front of me. i didn't struggle against his sand, because he deserved a chance to confront me.

"what did you do to my clothes?" he asked, looking me over. my face flushed and i thought to myself once again i don't think i like this feeling.

"I... altered them" i said. i would've gave him a twirl if i wasn't up against a wall "do you like it?" i saw a hint of amusement in his eyes, before all emotions faded. he didn't answer, just stared at me.

"so what do you want?" i asked casually. he growled and stepped closer, his eyes darkening with the blood lust that was obviously going through his veins so close to the full moon

"the chunin exams are in three days, and the full moon in two days" he said and i nodded. he stepped closer again and glared into my eyes

"you will be there" he growled, his lips hovering just above mine. i held my breath and closed my eyes and just like that he was gone, along with his sand. it was so sudden that i could've just imagined it. i fell to my knees and gasped for air. No, i don't think i like this feeling at all.