Deadly love

Relations

chy p.o.v

I was glad that Christian took chy'ance. It gave them father son time , and one less child I had to chase after all day. Don't get me wrong I love both my kids , but dealing with twins plus my siblings gets me overwhelmed sometimes. right after Christian and my baby left I decided it was time to call it a day as well . Pulling up to the house I looked backed to see all my children sleep , since my mother been missing I have choose to do her motherly duties which means I also get to call them my damn kids. And i'am doing a hell of a job because over the years all their grades have improved , and they are much more polite. With Mathew being 12 , Cori 13 , tiana10 , and my youngest sister Nu'nu who would be 6 next month. Then there was jazz , chris , and me.. jazz moved out at 18 to live with her boyfriend which was a year ago , but chris decided to stay and help out with the bills and kids. He helped out with the bills .. But with the kids not so much. I mean he's never home the only time hes there is to take a shower and then he's right back out the door. I never really ask him where he gets money to pay the bills , but when I do ask him he just bushes me off. I guess hes going to do what he wants to do in the end I just hope hes save because I know how these streets can be , and unlike Chris I was made to be In those streets , but to me I really don't think chris is build for it , he just don't have that Street mentality.

Nu'nu waking up took me out of my thoughts as I watched her rub her eyes , yawn , and look out the Window to see her surrounding. I couldn't help but frown I swear she looked more like my mother everyday , and the fact that she probably will never see her again hurt. We've looked for my mother for a whole year before we just finally gave up. it was like she just disappeared outta nowhere. But are lives must go on.

I woke the rest of the kids up and grabed my na-na ( Christina ) out her car seat. As soon as everyone was settled in the house they all went their separate ways. I moved about a year ago with the help of Chris to a five bed room house with two whole bathrooms and one half one . The twins shared a room while every one else had their own. I felt more comfortable with the arrangement anyway. walking into the kitchen after giving na-na a bath and putting her back to sleep I went to the fridge to cook. I decided on frying some chicken breast and making some mac and cheese , I wasn't in the mood to be in a hot ass kitchen all night. I heard tiny little foot steps while running cool water on the chicken so that it could defrost faster. I knew exactly who was creeping down the steps because she was always the one to stay up while everyone else was sleep.

" chy can I help you cook? " my youngest sister Nu'Nu asked.

" No baby girl but you can watch me cook the mac and cheese first "

" yayyy !! " she screamed as she jumped into the chair next to the counters.

" shhhh , before you wake everybody up .... let they asses sleep "

" im telling you said bad word chy "

" tiana shush " I smiled.

" I miss t'ance( chy'ance )can we call hum an say night? " I laughed at how she always pronounced my sons name it was so cute.

" okay tiana we can call but just to say good night okay? "

" Okay "

G p.o.v

" what do you mean sleep on the couch! !! ? " kim spoke louder making chy'ance jump in his sleep.

" yo, if my son wake up I swear you ass gon be sleeping outside because I really don't give a fuck where you lay your head at right now " I said in a hursh tone that brought tears to her eyes.. I really hated seeing her cry but right now she was talking like mines don't come before her.