Chapter 40

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Jungkook

In any moment where I feel horrible, I paint. But I have no motivation. I feel like I don't

I should, though. I just left my "distraction".

But that was my idiot self's fault! She did nothing wrong.

No one did.

I fell face first onto my bed and let out silent tears. The ones that just fall with no strength.

"You can paint your problems with color" Namjoon once taught.

I don't wanna.

I should.

Paint my problems.

Next thing I know I'm mixing my brush in with colors. I lift my hand to the ruined canvas and start painting without another thought.

Trying to fix my problem. That mess.

Painting and painting.

Painting and painting

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I'm painting again....

I paint and paint. Wondering what I was painting.

"I want to see how you feel inside.... Less words, more color. Less blank, more life."

How I feel inside?

Painting and painting

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Painting and painting.

I've never felt so horrible while painting.

No duh. I broke up with someone who did nothing wrong. Innocent victim.

That only made my brush run through the canvas faster. The wooden stick mixing in with black.

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