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yipeeeeee

I'm back bitches :3

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also here's Mae at her grad yayayaya

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This school year had been some of the most strenuous and stressful moments of my life. I'd experienced so many new things and met so many people that it was crazy, and here I sat one week out from graduation trying to decide what I should write my final speech on.

My year had flown past. Over Christmas, my mom and Bruce eloped in Canada, where they left for three weeks without me while I studied back in the comfort of my house. Mom was now expecting her second child (after me), which was a surprise because we all – including her – assumed she was too old to get pregnant. I assume that Bruce will be a great father to my step brother or step sister, we still don't know yet. Mom is about six months along at the moment, and she still hasn't decided to find out the gender yet.

I had already finished all of my exams a few weeks ago, and it was the Sunday before my graduation, which was on Saturday next week. I couldn't think of what to speak of or what to write, my mind was just a blank space.

In case you were wondering, I got accepted into Stanford University, and I was going to be doing a paid summer job as soon as I graduated at a café inside the university. Thankfully, I had been accepted into the exact course that I wanted to be in, which was a law course.

My phone vibrated next to me, it was only Sara.

To be honest, I hadn't seen Tristan since around the time of the award show, at the beginning of the school year. A week after his award show, he showed up at my door and told me it wasn't working anymore – which resulted in a massive fight. The media caught onto what was happening, and Tristan disappeared around November, until he supposedly came out of rehab a month later. He announced to the public that he was no longer going to be filming movies, and focusing more on himself and his music career. Over Christmas he moved into a massive house in the Hamptons with seven bedrooms and three garages – all for himself. As of recently, he's been appearing in random advertisements and he's currently seven weeks deep in Big Brother, as he was cast into that. Sometimes I'll turn on the television and see the boy I used to know, laughing, or cracking a joke. It hurts to admit that I miss him. Things happened so fast and I sometimes forgot that we even got so close whenever I stumbled across a flash of him on my television.

To think back on the past, we fought over nothing. He told me things just weren't working for him, which was understandable – but I took it out of proportion. As far as my life in the spotlight goes, everyone forgot about my summer fling with 'the Tristan Dawson' and my social media accounts halted at the same amount of followers, although they are still slowly dropping.

I'd been forgotten, which was strange. I could now walk down to the shops and nobody would stop me, or ask me for a photo. I also hadn't hidden from the paparazzi in a few months. The world had miraculously forgotten about me.

As for Kai, he moved back to Los Angeles, and I never saw him again. I saw a few photos of him and Meredith, and turns out that they are an item now.

Sara is currently dating Brad, my vice school captain, which is strange. I guess we all knew it was going to happen, they're just as shallow as each other really.

Throughout senior year, I'd been with many different guys on different occasions – but none of them made me feel the same way Tristan did. I could never manage to date anyone, just a few random kisses here and there. Every guy I met, I compared to Tristan which I knew was the worst thing to do. I had to grow up before I could completely move on from him.