Wild; BWWM/Werwolf

14; wasting time

Shiloh Paige;
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[1 week later]

My final is in two days, graduation is in five days and I'm freaking out right now. I've been studying all day: I've been waiting all of my life for this test and I better not mess this up.

I sat at one of the tables in the backyard, watching as a few kids jumped into the cold pool on the hot spring day. A few members greeted me and had a few conversations but most of the time I kept my headphones in and studied.

"There you are! I've been looking for you!" August greeted kissing my cheek but I just smiled at him not saying anything and went back to
reviewing my notes.

"Why have you been so distant lately?" He snorted crossing his arms at me making me sigh and take an ear bud out and turn to him

"I'm busy."

"I don't give a shit, I'm busy all the time but I still hang out with you. I expect you to do the same, you're always studying!" He exclaimed loudly but the pack members didn't notice.

"Because I actually want to be something in life." I simply replied trying to stay calm

"You're nothing without me: all you do all day is argue with me and have your nose in that book!" August hissed slamming it shut, "What's the point in all of this? I can support both of us, you're just wasting your time!"

I clenched my fist tightly, "I am wasting my time."

A triumphant smile grew on his face, "finally you're figuring it out."

"Yeah I'm wasting my time with you, if you can't support me then I don't want to be with you." I declared closing my binder and shoving it in my leather bag before walking past him.

His jaw was opened in shock, he shook his head at me with a small smile on his face, "Haha that's a very funny joke. You are so funny, that's why
I love you so much."

"I'm not joking." I plainly replied as I continued walking inside the house and he followed along
like a lost puppy. I began my way up the stairs:

"You are really leaving?"

"Yup."

He stopped in his tracks before throwing his hands up , "Fine, I've got millions of girls I can hit up right now. I know they will actually give me the time of day;not like you ever did ."

I stopped when he said that: my heart broke.

I shook my head, he's not shit. He doesn't deserve someone like me. I took a deep breathe before walking up the stairs again until I reached August's room. I grabbed my luggage and began packing my stuff into it; I rolled it up to Lea's room and knocked on her door--nothing.

I huffed and rolled to Chris' room and knocked again. I heard someone's feet shuffling across the wooden floor then the door opened to reveal a shirtless Chris.
"C-Can you drive me home?"

"You are home? Are you drunk?" He asked making me sigh before speaking

"This isn't my home, not anymore. I'm moving back to my apartment." I added motioning
to my large suitcase.

"Yeah of course." He replied before disappearing to get his keys before coming back with Lea and closing the door behind him.

"What's happening?" Lea asked furrowing her perfect brows together

"It's over."

I followed him downstairs and outside to his car. Only to see August leaning against the hood of the bmw, the look of anxiousness on his handsome face. He looked around before our eyes locked: those were the eyes I fell in love with.

"Your fat ass is going to fuck up the paint." Chris piped making his brother stand up

"My bad man." August replied holding his hands up in defense, he turned to me with a small smile.

"I'm so sorry princess, I've been stressed lately--"

"You don't think I am!"

"I know you are, we all are. I-I didn't mean to burst out like that earlier." He declared but I shook my head and crossed my arms

"Bullshit. That doesn't give you an excuse to do that shit, you know that my goal in life is to graduate college, can you at least support me?! I supported you through everything--yesterday I almost got hit by a car trying to get your favorite ice cream that you wanted because it helps you concentrate when your doing pack paper work!"

"Damn you curse?" Chris said in shock making me glare at him

"When I'm pissed off." I scoffed crossing my arms across my chest

August licked his lips while shaking his head, he grasped my wrist gently, "Roxy please--
I mean Shiloh!"

My eyes widen, "Roxy, your fucking ex girlfriend!
I, Shiloh Paige reject you, August West." I opened the car door before throwing my stuff in then jumping in and locking it.

Lea quickly slaps him heard making his head fly for the left. A small red handprint appeared on his tan skin as he held it in pain.
"I've been waiting for so long
to do that." Lea boasted

I feel all the bonds loosen before disappearing:
making me feel empty. I felt tears fill my eyes but I refused to let them fall: I'm not going to let
him see me like this.

Chris jumped into the drivers seat, Lea went into the back seat and sped away, almost hitting august. I just stared out the window,

"Man, I thought I was a dick." Chris mumbled gripping the steer wheel

"He doesn't deserve you Shiloh, there is only one kind of you." Lea whispered from the back seat

"I know."

She sucked her teeth and tapped her foot restlessly, before bursting, "Chris turn the car around, so I can beat his ass! He can't do that to my best friend
and get away with it!"

"Okay, bet." He replied about to make a U-Turn but I stop him. I looked up at him with tear filled eyes.

"Don't. I don't want to see that bastard again. I can't believe I wasted all of precious my time on him: I thought he actually loved me."

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