falling.

alex.

falling.
chapter 10.
alex.
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"where done fighting, right?" I asked looking at him.

"yeah. you look tired, wanna go to bed?" alex asked.

"I mean there's still a party at my house, but if you go upstairs and close the door it may not be as bad," alex said.

"okay, thank you, alex." I smiled.

"let's head in," alex said standing up.

he reached his hand out to help me up.

we walked inside, hand in hand.

we were awfully close to be 'best friends' I thought.

as we got to his room, passing all the people, everyone stared.

"you need pajama's?" he asked.

"oh my gosh. just joggers or something." I said embarrassed.

"bails, its okay." he said tossing a pair of black joggers at me.

"thanks, is there a bathroom or something I can change in?" I asked.

"ill turn around, people are probably in all the bathrooms making out." alex said.

I quickly changed into his joggers and left the sweatshirt on.

"you can make them leave if you want them too, right?" I asked.

"not really. it's Aidan's party. I let him, so when he wants everyone to leave he can make them." alex said.

"alex, what about your mom?" I asked.

"she works nights at a hospital as a nurse, she's here in the mornings though, you could definitely meet her, she'd love you!" alex said.

"oh, she seems wonderful." I smiled.

"she is." he smiled.

I could here music playing downstairs, and for a high school party it seemed rather mellow.

it was something big by Shawn mendes.

I laughed.

I was brushing my hair, but used the hair brush to sing.

alex joined in.

we both fake danced terribly.

he grabbed my hand and spun me.

we couldn't stop laughing.

before we knew it, it was late night about 12:10, when Aidan and Chloe came into alex's room.

we had been playing a card game called 'things' it was fun.

"hey guys, everyone's gone except Lexi, she's toxicated so I'm driving her home, but we just wanted to say goodnight." Chloe smiled.

I stood up with a bright smile on my face.

"bye Chlos," I said hugging her.

"bye Aidan!" I said hugging him.

"bye guys," alex said.

after they left my phone rang.

it was emery.

I answered, "what," I said.

"bailee, I need to talk to you." he said rude.

"I don't want to talk to you." I said and hung up.

the next thing I remember was opening my left eye because I heard the bedroom door open.

I saw alex come in so I sat up.

"sorry bails." he said.

"what time is it?" I laughed.

"2:45, I couldn't sleep and my mom just got home from work." He explained.

"you can lay up her alex, if you can't sleep." I said.

"your boyfriend won't care?" alex said.

"who cares," i found myself saying.

"it's not like where fucking, or even touching each other," I laughed rolling over the other way.

I knew what I was doing was wrong.

but part of me just didnt care.

what emery did was wrong.