falling.

choices.

falling.
chapter 15.
choices.
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I fixed my outfit -a white tank top, skin tight, matched with blue flowy shorts that had deigns on them.-

my hair was curled and clipped back.

I was smiling.

"have a good day alex." I smiled.

"what's up with you?" alex said from the kitchen.

"trying to make it a good day." I smiled.

"your cute." he smiled.

"you are too." I said.

"you meeting with emery?" he asked.

"yeah just not sure where." I said.

"stay here, I'll go in another room." he smiled.

"I'll talk to him, thank you alex." I smiled back.

emery knocked on the door.

"good morning." I said.

"you wanna hang out here down on he couch? alex said he'd go upstairs." I smiled.

"yeah, sure. my flight leaves at 4." he said.

we sat down on the couch.

"so, what are we gonna do, bailee?" emery said.

"hang out on this couch." I said.

"bailee, this isn't us." emery said turning toward me.

"we should be able to talk to each other like normal." he said.

I stared at the floor.

"I'm scared of saying the wrong thing." my eyes didn't move.

"bailee," emery said.

"I don't wanna make another mistake!" I argued

"what mistakes did you already make?" he said.

"why can't you just be happy!" he added.

"I am happy! I'm just nervous. this is new to me emery, your my first boyfriend!" i said.

"buts we've been dating for a year, you can't be that scared of me!" he said.

I took a deep breath.

"I'm not scared of you," I said.

"I'm scared of loosing what we had." I added.

"okay bailee, I'm gonna go to the bathroom." he said standing up.

I noticed he left his phone.

without thinking I grabbed it and opened his messages with jordyn.

I was shocked.

"jo, I'll figure it out." emery said.

"I know but what if you lying to me, what if you really love her more than me?" jordyn said.