I'm Still Here: Sequel For 'Step Daddy No'

Chapter 43

You probably feel a bit ashamed now that you know if the baby had died it would've been Michael's. I don't blame you to think that. I would've too.

Please forgive my mistakes if there's any. I really wanted to update.

I came back to her to be apart of her life. I came back to regain the feelings she had for me in the past. Not to push her further away than she already is.

It hurts so much knowing that she slept with her manager. I have no regrets of involving the council in this. He need to leave.

I've been sitting here in my car thinking of an apology. I need to make this right with her. I'm the one who caused this in the first place. If only I'd keep my cool. I could've jerked off or something. This woman is driving me nuts.

Does she care about that manager? Does she love him? Will she choose him over me?

Shit all those thoughts are driving me insane. I'm so depressed. I love her. If I keep up the ruthless bad boy act she's gonna despise me. If she already hasn't.

I know it was wrong to hack her security system, but my curiosity hit maximum when she had us waiting for so long. Moreover the manager wasn't there. Later she came back inside all chirpy. Which was ironic due to the fact that she left angry, especially because of my presence. Strands of her hair was poking from the rest which I noticed was completely neat earlier. Her lip stick was missing and she had this glow on her face. I pretended to buy her excuse. I already had in mind what I was gonna do. That manager couldn't be that so persuasive just like that.

She probably thought that I wouldn't notice the difference, but she's suppose to know that I'm a very perceptive guy.

I'm not sure if she love me right now. She spent over five years avoiding me. I'm the one who forced myself back into her life, using my father. He's clueless to all this. I don't wanna tell him that we're not communicating. He's already disappointed in me for galavanting. Changing woman every now and again.

I have no problem to get women. I have everything they desire. Money, a hot body. You name it. But only one woman I truly desire.

I need to go back up there.

The parking lot it's almost empty.

Have I been sitting here that long?

I sigh.

I opened the door and got out.

Soon I'm moving towards her office. I don't see anyone in their work area. I hope she didn't left without me noticing. Shit, I forgot to check for her car outside before I came up here.

I opened her office door. Before I step inside I peeked in.

I walked in with a frown. Where is she?

Shit! Shit! Shit!

She left. Damn it!

I slump myself on one of the chair grieving. I should've turn around immediately.

I'm making myself miserable. I know I can't live without her yet I'm pushing her away from me. How do I deal with this!

I rub my hands over my head and tightly shut my eyes.

I frown before I open them. I look around the office. Slowly removed my hands from my head.

Is that music?

I stand from the chair. Where would music be coming from in this office. Then it came to me.

Having an idea of what could be the case I look at the walls. I have something just like that in my office. It's supposed to be sound proof.  They got good pay to do the work, yet they do crap.