I'm Still Here: Sequel For 'Step Daddy No'

Chapter 58

After we got out of the bathroom there were several people standing outside. They were looking at us. Some were shocked, some tried to hide disgust. But I know that it's just jealousy. Or not. So maybe we were acting more like teenagers than adults by f*ck*ng in the bathroom instead of our home. But really...Who cares?

Michael and I only laughed and left. I know that everyone's probably already talking about it, but I don't wanna waste a moment of my life. When I'm old and see the younger ones having their fun at least I'd look back and remember when I used to do it, instead of getting jealous of them. So yeah. I'm gonna live it hard.

When we got back where we first were, long couches were already set up for everyone to sit for the movie. They were in rows.

I saw my mom and her boyfriend. She introduced us. His name is Gregory Martin. He's just a couple years older than her. I saw Nicolas. We hugged, talked.

I on the other hand didn't pass the kitchen. I craved so much. Too much actually. But I know it's because I'm carrying twins.

I said hi to all the workers in the kitchen. Differently I spoke a little with Ms Maria, Natalie and Sandra.

Someone I didn't expect got invited here.

Lenoy.

He was with someone. His girlfriend it seemed.

We didn't talk much. But I was surprised how much Michael talked to him. I didn't stay where they were. Maybe it's because Michael knew that I wouldn't made him talk to Lenoy, to keep him away from me, but in a smart way. I don't care if I maybe over thinking things. I know Michael. Maybe he doesn't wanna make a fuss because it's Christmas. But no matter what, he'll never want Lenoy as a friend. Not like Leon.

I saw Sara and Debra. Neither of them seemed to notice me. It felt a little uncomfortable, but I managed to convince myself that it was for the best. Something just doesn't feel right though. You know? Even though they aren't bothering me I expected to see a pinch of regret on their pathetic faces or at least a bit of hatred. But maybe they're just focusing on leaving my life alone.

I convinced myself not to think about them. They are avoiding me. That's a good thing.

After introductions with some of the people I don't know, talking to some I do know, played games I've never played before ( with kids too) and other stuff, by the time I realized, it was already night.

I know that I didn't want to be here, but I'm glad that I actually am. Because I feel so comfortable. I'm around most of the people who loves me and I have a loving, caring husband.

I went outside. As I predicted, it was indeed really beautiful out there. All sorts of different colours of pepper lights were shining brightly. The wonderful. soothing. cool air breeze. Ahhh god. It felt so amazing.

I made sure I took some pics of the mansion. I took some with Michael and I too. Eva, Nicolas, Monique and Leon, mom and her boyfriend, uncle Nathan, Amelia and Terry, Henry and Shelia, Jay Jay. Even Lenoy and Wendy. Others also took pics with whomever they wanted to. 

Wendy however, had been hanging out with me and Monique all night instead of hanging out with Sara. But I already asked her about that. She said Sara was already having fun with Debra and there's really nothing to do with Sara because she's already doing everything with Debra.

Sara is a bitch.

Lenoy otherwise, oh boy. I can see it in his eyes that he's still in love with me.

When he got the chance to talk to me without Michael beside me, he told me that he was slowly getting over me, but now that he's close to me again it felt like all the feelings he tried to bury dug its way back up.