•Chapter fourteen•

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I would be lying if I told you that I didn't spend another second in that closet

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I would be lying if I told you that I didn't spend another second in that closet.

As soon as the words left his lips, he saw the hurt in my eyes, and I saw the hurt in his. He called after me but I had already grabbed my phone and was at the elevator, violently pressing the button.

Finally I went in and closed the doors, taking a few seconds to relax.

I shouldn't have kissed you.

Why do boys always say the wrong things? It's not like I wanted to, but I couldn't say no to my stupid heart.

I pressed the ground floor button and wiped a fallen tear. Why am I crying? I should be angry, I should- it shouldn't have effected me.

Before I could comprehend what I was doing, I unlocked my phone, opening up contacts and hitting the call button.

"Hello sweetie! How's Orlando?" My mothers voice says happily.

I paused, I didn't want her to think I'm not having fun.

"It's really good, Ma." I say trying to sound completely normal.

I hated that I missed his lips on mine.

"That's good- hold on what's wrong?"

I broke down in tears as i reached the ground floor, stepping out the elevator. I headed out the doors of the hotel.

"Eugene kissed me." I say, my eyes burning.

"That's amaz- why are you crying? I hope they are happy tears." She says.

"H-he pulled away and said he shouldn't have kissed me. Oh Mum I'm so stupid, of course he wouldn't want to kiss me! I'm just a complete waste of skin."

"Your not a waste of skin. He just doesn't see what's right infront of him." Mum says softly.
"Boys say wrong things because that's what their mind is speaking, he was probably scared that you didn't want to kiss him."

I sigh, "That's the thing, Ma, I kissed him back. I'm so stupid."

"Your not stupid, it's called love."

I nearly chocked, "love? This isn't love, that was a stupid spur of the moment thing. Hell I don't even like him!"

Didn't I?

"You must have felt something, if you kissed him back." She says, then I hear her chewing food in her mouth.

"Ma, close your mouth when you eat."

"Yeah yeah." She hushed. "What happened afterwards?"

I brushed my hair out of my face and looked at my surroundings, I saw small shops selling ice creams and coffee, children nagging their parents for treats. I wish I was seven right now.

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