Falling Into A Mess Of Love | ✓

•Chapter seventeen• <Eugene's pov!>

an update!! This pic- is like what my friend would say and it just reminds me of her because she says crazy stuff like this😂 anyways enjoy the chapter!!

~Eugene's Pov~

No matter how hard I try, I keep making things worst.
Bea still isn't better, she's worst. Dads not here, it's all my fault. I told him I hated him, I shouldn't have. Why is everything a mess? The only mess I should be in is the mess of clothes on the floor in my room. But I don't get the idea of a floor-drobe like other teenagers. But well I'm twenty so I'm not one anymore. Anyway, were was I? Oh yes...

Then there's Edythe.

Edythe.

She was another beautiful mistake.
But the best one I've ever made.

And now I'm falling for her. I've had many nights to convince myself not to. I can't fall in love with her. But I am, and I can't help it.

She fixed one mess- my mother. Which I'm great full for.

But now I've made a whole new one. Falling into a mess of love.

Something I thought would never happen. But there was just something about her... something that made me go absolutely crazy.

Like for the first time, finally, finally, something felt right.

Now I'm not going to be lovey dovey here, but, she'll become the centre of someone's world one day. And he'll be the luckiest son of a bitch on this earth.

And I hate that I'm still hoping...

Hoping she likes me back, but of course she doesn't. She's made it very clear at the start.

"Earth to Eugene?" I hear a small sweet voice.

"Huh?" I turn to face my little sister siting up on the hospital bed, eating her breakfast.

"You zoned out." She laughs.

"Sorry." I apologise smiling back at her.

"That's okay. It's not everyday that you meet a girl like Edythe."

"What?" I say at the mention of her name.

Bea giggles. "Your thinking about her, aren't you?"

"No." I lied.

"You so are." She points at me accusingly.

"It's not nice to point." I say smacking her hand away.

"Don't change the subject, Mr!"

"I'm not." I put my hands up in defence.

"When will you bring her again?"
She nags me for the hundredth time today. I counted.

"I- I don't know. But I know you really want to see her so I'll ask her-"

"Can you call her now! Can she come now?" Bea asks wide eyes full of excitement of her new bestie.

"She could be busy, Bea." I say holding her hand.

"But, can I just talk to her?"

"What about, I can bring her tomorrow to see you." I say thinking about her working at my house. Mum can look after hunter instead of her, and I can bring her to see Bea.

"Okay!" She grins.

"You need to get some rest." I say looking at the time.

"Eugene?" Bea's small voice said again.