He's Mad

26: Confession ❤️

If his Heart was made of Stone, I'll break it! After breaking it, I'll remake it into something softer—and place a label on it. Something like: " Chiyo's Property! Off limits sa mga makakati! "
- Chiyo

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It's an Illusion..

It's a big tad Illusion!!!!!

God.

I love him.

"I've fallen. Miserably hard, for this Stone man."

AHHHHHH!!

Nonono! Erase, backspace, cancel-cancel, Ekis! I didn't-I won't! Jusme ano bang pumasok sa kokote mo Chiyo!? Yang batong yan na magmula kaninang umaga pag gising 'ninyo' e hindi kapa kinikibo? Sasabihin mong gusto mo? Come on Chiyo!

You knew very well na suicide ang mahalin ang isang Jhiro Mijares! Not to mention na halos ilang linggo pa lamang kayong magkakilala! Then you're saying in love kana agad sakaniya? Huwag kang ano Chiyo!

I was fighting my inner self habang nasa sasakyan kami. Yes. We're going to Japan! And I should be excited right? Kaso natatabunan nang cold aura ni Jhiro ang dapat sana good vibes na mayroon kami kagabi!? Illusion nga ba lahat ng iyon? Like—that gentleness, the warm hugs, the opening up thingy? Panaginip lang ba talaga? Ugh, Nakakaloka talagang isipin minsan kung ano ba talaga kami ni Jhiro. He's Cold then he's Sweet tapos cold nanaman! Seriously, this isn't good for my teeth. I mean heart.

" Stop glaring. " nagulat ako ng nag salita siya.

Glaring? Ako?

Nag iwas naman ako bigla ng tingin. Hindi ko kasi namalayang nakakunot ang noo ko habang tinititigan siya. Well, masisisi mo ba ako? Sa buong umaga excited pa naman akong kausapin siya. I thought we got a little closer dahil sa nangyari kagabi, and take note we even sleep while hugging each other tapos pagka gising ko ano? Boom nganga! Back to stoneman na naman siya. I just can't figure him out.

Maybe I should test him a little.

" Jhiro, ano ba tayo? " I asked sounding serious.

Oo, bes dirediretso na! Wala nang eme eme kaartihan, pabebe chuchu! Nakakainis kasi minsan pag puro na lang self pity minsan ang bida! Tutal naman walang mawawala!

And... kung masasaktan din lang naman ako.. aagahan ko na.

Nag angat ako ng tingin sa kaniya. He was staring at me too. Hindi ako kumurap hanggat hindi siya sumasagot.

" Husband and Wife "

He answered nonchalantly.

I stared at him not breaking contacts. Bumuntong hininga siya at pumikit ng mariin. Siguro' y alam niya na hindi iyon ang sagot na gusto kong marinig. I saw him licked his lower lips. Aamin kong na distract ako ng konti, pero syempre serious ang peg ko kuno.

One thing I've noticed sa ugali ni Jhiro ang pag tahimik niya when it comes to serious things like ' getting close ' ' feelings ' and ' Myself ' I was able to sneak a peek sa myself na itinatago ni Jhiro that's why I'm planning to walk straight on.