li.bi.do
ləˈbēdō/
noun
sexual desire.
"loss of libido"
synonyms:sex drive, sexual appetite; the energy of the sexual drive as a component of the life instinct.
"It's hard to trust something I cannot see."
"You trust it baby, you don't need your eye...
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"I'm coming to visit soon! I really miss you guys!" Celina said. Tally and I were on the couch talking to Celina on FaceTime.
Adam was sleeping on the couch. I was surprised because we were making so much noise.
"Who is that cutie in the background?? Era already? Damn!" Celina exclaimed.
"I'm his roommate." Adam said, we looked back at him. He got up and limped to his room. We started to giggle after he closed his door.
"So you haven't talked to him..?" Celina asked.
"Uh no! He's my babysitter, he follows me around all day because he has to 'watch me' because I'm still 17." I replied.
Tally rolled her eyes. "I don't care, somebody that damn fine, can spend quality time with me any day!"
We all laughed loudly in unison, both Tally and Celina looked at me intently.
"What?" I asked them both.
"Well don't you like him?" Celina asked.
"Yeah I guess. But he's so...."
"So what?" the both said in unison.
"Why are y'all interrogating me? Yes I like him! But no its too soon!" I said.
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I got this really bad migraine and I can't sleep.
They're talking so loud I cannot just sit here and take this shit.
I stood up and pinched the bridge of my nose. I gotta get some sleep.
"Who's that cutie in the background?? Era already? Damn!"
"I'm his roommate." I simply said. I stretched for a bit and walked into my room. I crashed on my bed and pulled the covers over my head. I could still faintly hear their conversation outside of my door.
"Well don't you like him?"
"Yeah I guess. But he's so...."
I rose up for a second. I'm so what?
"So what?"
"Why are y'all interrogating me? Yes I like him! But no its too soon!"
There ya go. Good answer.
I was glad Mr. Hall picked me to look after him. It's fun I guess, picking on a freshman just to be mean I guess.
Ezra is sexy as fuck.
He wouldn't mind if I wanted him back.
Only problem is that I'm grown. He's 17.
I'm going to get what I want.
"Um Adam? I have to go now, can you walk me out?" Tally said behind the door.
"K. Give me a second."
I got up and walked her out. She waved me goodbye and whispered in my ear.
"Ezra likes you. Take care of him."
She smiled and walked away. I lightly smile back and walked back into the building.
When I finally got to my room, I thought to myself. Should I risk it all?
Fuck it.
I opened the door to see Ezra pulling food out of the refrigerator to cook. I charged to him and turned him around.
"Adam what are you-"
I forced him into a kiss, he resisted a bit and eventually let his strength go. His hand wrapped around the back of my neck and I held onto him for a long moment.
The kiss started to grow more and more intense. I roughly pulled his shirt off as he tried to get mine off, I grabbed him to pull him closer to me.
He stopped me, I looked down at him in confusion.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"I'm sorry. It's a really rough time for me right now, I just got out of a really complicated relationship." he said.
Damn. How long is this gonna last?
I sighed lowly. "I understand."
I slowly walked back to my room. I stayed in there until the food was ready, then I walked in and grabbed a plate.
The dinner table was pretty quiet. I guess he didn't have much to say because he felt awkward. I don't feel bad, so why should he?
He looked up at me. "What made you do that?"
There it is.
"Uh. That kind of needs to be a topic for another day." I said.
"Why?"
"I just don't wanna talk about it." I snapped.
His blue eyes turned cold. He angrily got up and threw his plate of scraps away.
He's so sexy when he's mad.
I shook from my thoughts and threw my food away. I returned back to my room and sat in the dark until I finally fell asleep.
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Hi readers!! Sorry this was a sucky short chapter....writers block is a pain. But what I'm here to say is that I want more votes and comments! It really is my motivation, the reads are going up and all but I need more. So 10 votes and 5 comments please, then I will post a new chapter and really have a surprise for you all. Thanks! -K.C.