What Is And What Shouldn't Be

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Hey guys! I know I haven't updated in a long time. My best friend came down from Texas and we've been busy so I haven't had time. Anyway, I'm updating now so here ya go! Hope you like it :)

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She's actually gone. I fall to the ground as tears fall from my face. I pound my fists onto the ground as I sob. I lost her. I failed. I was suppose to help her through this. I promised her I would help her fight this. I promised to get her through this and I failed.

"Where is she?" Harry comes up to me out of breath. I just shake my head.

"Wha-No. No. No she didn't." He shakes his head in denial.

"She's gone Harry! She's never coming back! She jumped off the bridge! I saw her fall right off the edge! I failed. I failed. I'm sorry." I sob, falling onto my side.

MEGAN'S P.O.V

I see someone running towards me. Oh no. I'm not letting anyone stop me this time. I finally recognize them. Liam. There's someone running behind him too. Wait, is that-Harry? But, she must have told them that I know. Unless she was lying, to get me away from them! That bitch.

"NO!" Liam yells only a few feet from me. I give him a small smile and lean forward all the way. I see the water crashing towards me and I know I succeeded. Finally, I'll be gone. I plummet towards the dark rocks sticking out of the water. I crash into the water and I'm overcome by darkness. Goodbye world.

LIAM'S P.O.V

Harry runs off and I get up. I start to walk back to the flat, sobbing the whole way. I walk in and sit on the couch. I stare at the wall as tears run freely down my face.

"Mate? What are you doing awake? It's like three in the morning." A Irish voice fills the room. How am I gonna tell him? How do I tell him our best friend just killed herself. All because of me? How?

"Mate. What's wrong?" He asks, worriedly. I look at him with blurry vision. More tears fall from my eyes.

"I'm sorry Niall." I say, my voice cracking.

"For what?" He asks, hugging me.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I failed. I failed my job. I didn't help her. I'm sorry." I sob into him. I just want to scream and cry. I just want her back. But I'm never going to have her back. Ever.

"What happened?" He asks.

"She's gone Niall. She did it. She's gone. I'm sorry." I say, my voice brittle.

"What mate? I didn't hear you." He says, putting his ear closer to my mouth.

"Liam? Was that yo-" Zayn says, walking in.

"Liam. What happened? Where is she?" He asks. I just stare at him blankly.

"No. She-No." He says. I just nod. I see his eyes get glossy.

"Okay what the hell is going on?" Niall asks, anxiously.

"Meg. She-She's gone. Isn't she?" Zayn says, turning to me. I just cry.

"I'm sorry." I repeat.

"You mean she's-gone gone?" Niall asks. Zayn nods and I feel tears hit my cheek that aren't mine. I look up and see Niall's face red and tears falling from his eyes.

"It's all my fault. If I hadn't agreed to Simons' deal we could have been happy. None of this would have happened." I sob.

"What does the deal have anything to do with this?" Niall asks. I look at Zayn and he explains everything to Niall.

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