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Dear Journal,

  Calum has been acting strange after our first kiss so i decided to ask him like a normal caring human being what was wrong and he said "ash you promised you-

"-wouldnt turn me." calum was almost begging, his head was on my shoulder and my diary was resting on my knee.

"what do you mean calum?" i asked, i pushed him slightly so he could sit up and look at me 

"ash, ever since our first and second kiss, when i go to kiss random girls at clubs it just doesn't feel right. it feels different and so much more wrong than the kisses i give you. and ive been seeing a certain someone differently these days as well." calum wiped his eyes as tears began to form 

"who?" i asked softly, running my fingers through his short hair.

he then looked down once again more as more tears fell, "i think its-

"-michael" AND I WAS LIKE OH SHIT THIS MEANS DOUBLE BEARDISM  RIGHT??

I THEN TOLD HIM SOMETHING LIKE "WE DON'T HAVE TO FAKE DATE IF IT MEANS YOU CAN'T GET MICHAEL" AND HE IS LITERALLY THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER BC HE SAID

"I WANT YOU AND LUKE TOGETHER FIRST."

AND OF COURSE SOMEONE HAD TO BE LISTENING INTO OUR CONVERSATION AND OF FUCKING COURSE THIS PERSON HAD TO BE AMANDA

SO AFTER SHE TOTALLY CAUGHT US, SHE HELD A CAMERA IN HER HAND AND SHE WAVED IT IN FRONT OF US. "YOU ARENT GOING TO GET MY MAN." SHE SMILED. "AND I CAN TOTALLY RUIN ALL YOUR CHANCES WITH LUKE WITH THIS CAMERA."

HOW THE HELL IS SHE SO SNEAKY???

guys i think i actually might loose luke to a psychopath 

help?

ashton

[goal: 25 votes, 15 comments] thanks for almost 3k reads <3

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