Dear journal,
So yesterday Luke and I went on a date and of course around people he showed almost too much affection towards me.
He was hanging on me and kissing my cheek every three seconds and oh god, I'm not that big on manners but when he tried to make out with me in front of a crowded restaurant I flipped out,
I love Luke so much and I couldn't be happier that were in a relationship but I wanted to know why he was hanging on me so much
So I asked him
I said "hey Luke why the hell are you hanging all over me like I'm some kind of pole?"
Luke then replied with "isn't that what you want? You've been acting like you want it."
Have I been giving off that vibe?
I don't know if I am or not.
Am I throwing myself at him like some dirty slut? (Amanda cough cough)
Why can't he show affection to me when were alone?
It's so much easier that way.
Because you know what I feel right now?
I feel used and hurt.
Ashton
(I hate making Ashton sad ok and this entry is v short bc something is coming up)
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