Chapter 19: He's gone

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Sorry I pounded emotions into the last chapter. :'')
I've been down lately.
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"Either you get me a phone, so I can call him or I am leaving. Simple as that."

"Maybe we should talk to the Red Leader about this-"

"No! He hasn't even been around enough to even simply utter the words 'I love you' in a month! Do you think I want to talk to him?!"

Pat didn't know what to do. Usually with soldiers he'd set them straight, but this was different. This was the Red Leader's significant other! Surely if Pat did anything to them he'd be sent to hell.

Pat pursed his lips, "I'll-I'll go see what I can do."

Pat quickly hopped into the elevator the doors sliding closed.

(Y/N) stood there, looking around the room.

They hated it now.

It represented their prison.

They looked over at the window, walking over to look out of it.

A long jump.

Too long of a jump.

Maybe they could just use the elevator to get out?

Or they could get into Tord's office to get their phone?

They just need a plan.

(Y/N) quickly got into the elevator, the doors sliding closed.

Alright, here goes a sucky plan that will hopefully work.

{{Me with everything tbh}}

They made sure they were in their uniform, as they quickly paced down the halls.

Luckily for (Y/N), they had got bored enough to read all of the maps, manuals, rules, etc. for the Red Army.

They took a sharp left, making their way past the cafeteria.

Soldiers gave them odd looks as they pushed past an exit out into the cold, cold snow.

'the base just had to be made in the mountains,didn't it?' (y/n) thought, making their way to the jets.

(Y/N) walked into one, the two soldiers in there saluting to them.

"To England, now."

" Pardon me, but may I ask on who's orders? "

"My orders! Now, I want to be there before tomorrow!"

"But, (ma'am/sir/non-binary important person)-"

"You're wasting your time, Soldier!"

The two soldiers quickly scrambled to start up the jet, as they took off.

~{TIME SKIP TO ENGLAND! OHHHHHH I WONDER WHAT TORD WILL THINK OF THIS?!}~

-(btw (Y/N) told the soldiers not to say anything to Tord, but I'm now we all know how that'll end, am I right?)-

(Y/N) smiled, running up to Edd's door.

They quickly pushed it opened, "EDD!"

Matt's gaze quickly turned to (Y/N).

His eyes were sunken, as they looked puffed from crying.

(Y/N)'s smile faded as they looked at Matt, "W-where's Edd?"

Matt said nothing, as he seemed to choke back tears.

(Y/N) ran over to Matt, "W-where's Edd?! What happened!? Matt?!"

" H-he-"

Matt couldn't even manage a word out, as he broke down.

(Y/N) started to panic as they grabbed Matt, making him stare into their eyes.

"..M-matty.... W-what happened? Where's Zeke? Where's Edd?"

Matt seemed to calm down a bit, still hiccuping a bit.

"H-he's gone...(Y/N), h-he's gone..."

" What?! What do you mean gone?! "

"C-cancer..."

(Y/N) let go of Matt, shaking.

Tears streamed down their face (TEARS STREAM DOWN ON YOUR FACE-- WHEN YOU LOSE SOMETHING YOU CANNOT REPLACE---- I'm sorry I'll leave now -)) as they held themselves.

They rocked back and forth, whispering no until it was inaudible sobs.

"NO'!"

They screamed with all they had, their agony filling the air as Matt jumped.

They held their head, digging their nails into their scalp.

In the simple month they were gone they had missed everything, and lost everything.

Just because of going with Tord, they lost Edd.

Just because of going with Tord, they lost Tord himself.

And just because of going with Tord, they had lost themself.




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