Boyfriend or Best friend? ~Jc Caylen~

- six -

I still didn't get back to sleep after that, obviously, but I was very calm being snuggled up with Jc. When the sun came up, and the morning sunshine shone through the window, I decided to grab my clothes and head home. The whole drive back to my apartment I was thinking about everything, and I mean everything, Kian, Bobby, Jc, and especially Nash. What was I gonna do about us ? How do I fix it with him ? I am going to tell Nash the very next time I see him, I have too, he has a right to know, and I know if I don't tell him Taylor will eventually tell him and Nash has to hear it from me. When I got home I washed my face, and decided to go on a run to clear my head, I put on a black Nike sports bra, a pair of black Nike shorts, and a Nike black and white windbreaker then put my hair in a ponytail. I take my skull candy earbuds and turned on Pandora, and start listening to Khalid who's music always helps me think straight, calm down, and really clear my head. About five minutes into my run I got a text from Nash, and it simply said- 

Nash <3   We need to talk 

Me   Okay. When ?

About a minute or two later Nash's car pulled up beside me, I took out my earbuds and rapped them around my phone. We sat in silence for a little while, both of us waiting on who's gonna make the first move, I was. 

" How did you know where I was ? " I asked trying to start a conversation 

" I went to your house, and when I saw you weren't there, I knew you would be running to clear your head " of course, he knows me better than I know myself, and so does Jc now that I think about it, but beside the point.

" Where are we going ? " 

" Somewhere.. " me hearing that I started thinking of the worst case scenarios as of where he was taking me, so me having anxiety thinking about all of this I started fidgeting. He noticed it and placed his hand on my thigh, just like he used to, " don't worry we're almost there " he said with a smile on his face as he looked over to me.

In five minutes we arrived, and he pulled into the beach parking lot, it was 6:30 in the morning so it was vacant. 

" Are we getting out ?"

" No I just wanted to sit and talk "

" Alright.. talk "

" Well I wanted to start off with apologizing for telling you to leave, I really didn't want you to go, and I'm also sorry for not trusting you, AND for being an annoying jealous boyfriend " he said looking over at me with puppy dog eyes

" Um, for starters I accept your apology, and before I say what I need to say I just wanna clarify would you consider last night us breaking up ? or taking a break even ? " I said biting my lip hoping he would say yes

" Uhm I wouldn't say break up, but yea it was basically a break I think " when he said that I let out a breath 

" Okay, so I really don't want you getting mad, but when we all went out last night, something happened.. " I said whispering the last two words, I took a pause and finished my sentence

" between Kian and I.. we kissed.. " I said holding my breath hoping he wouldn't freak out

"Just kissed ? " he said as if he knew I was holding something back

" well made-out.. " I said letting out a breath but not opening my eyes

" Ya know, I can't be too mad because I feel like I pushed you to doing that.. " he took a paused " did it mean anything to you.. ? " my eye shot up at him, just hearing him say that and the hurt in his voice broke my heart. I pulled his face to mine kissing him with so much passion just wanting to forget all of this, and be with the one I love. When we pulled away both our expressions changed and we were alive with spirit and happy as can be again, because that kiss with Nash proved to him that I love him, and only him. Soon after we pulled away he pulled me onto his lap and as I was straddling him and we were kissing I felt his tongue graze my bottom lip asking for entrance. Soon after I granted him entrance we stayed like that for a few more minute until neither of us could stand it, and especially Nash as I felt him get hard, we moved to the backseat for some making up ;)

 O and guys I'm going to start writing another story ! But it's about Mario Selman, I'm gonna be using this same character ( Violet ) but her age is different and the whole storyline will be different, not sure if any of y'all would be interested, but tell any of your friends who might be. The first chapter will be up by tonight ! ~5/27/17~ 

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