Do not go gently. (boyxboy)

Chapter 1, Finn's p.o.v

Finn's P.O.V
I hate swim team because Zachry left. At least it keeps me from cutting. All I can think about is Zachry.. How pathetic is that? Im so hopeless... I mean we have been friends since the first grade!! When I first laid eyes on him I fell in love.. His blonde hair and greenish bluish eyes I could just die for, and his lips don't get me started on them. He came out of the closet two years ago and every since then he has lived in 12 houses because his whole family is homophobic. I wish I could just grab him and kiss him! Stop it Finn. I get pushed into the water by Tyler and his stupid friends. I guess Swim practice is over then. I go outside waiting for Melanie. Melanie and I have been dating for almost a year, she doesn't know im gay or like Zachry. No one knows. She likes Zachry but only as a friend, maybe.  We get on a bus and she wont get off of me. Something is wrong.


this is Melanie ^.^
Me~ Whats wrong babe?
Melanie~ Nothing I just really missed you and Tyler was talking about yo-
Me~ What were you doing around Tyler? what was he saying??
Melanie~ I was waiting for you!! Him and his friends were walking outside and they saw me and told me to watch out because you were thinking of your boyfriend, are you gay?
Im NOT GAY!!!! I realize I yelled this at her and everyone got quiet. She has tears in her eyes
Im sorry.. I.. just asked. I have to get off now..
No babe, im sorry don't go. I give her the biggest kiss and hug ever, we get off at this stop because its getting intense. I don't think im kissing Melanie I imagine her to be Zachry.. I go home about an hour or so after practice, we had a great time.. I go to take a shower I check my phone three missed face time calls from Zachry. Shit is the first thing I that comes to mind, he must be in trouble. He calls as im taking off my shirt. I get really excited I answer and I do not expect the thing I see. I start to cry.  all I hear is Help me and then bam he is unconscious. I scream! My mom runs up to my room and asks whats wrong I tell her I need to see Zachry right away, she says okay. im out the door before she says anything else. I don't even put on my shoes. Can I make it? I live 20 minutes away, I get super pissed and I run so fast im afraid to fall because if I do all my skin might rub off. I got to his house in 18 minutes, I know the code by heart so I get in right away. I find him in his room laying on the ground in a pool of his own blood, still unconscious. I call an ambulance and I hold his hand the entire way there. When we arrive at the hospital he is pronounced dead. I cant believe that I know he is alive. HE HAS TO BE!! I start yelling at the nurses telling them that he is alive, they try to shock him back, watching his limp body get shocked back to life wasn't the highlight of my day. They wont stop shocking him! Im so scared I start praying; 
    Dear god please keep Zachry alive. I need him, I know this wasn't the road you picked for him. I know that he will live, you know it too. you cant just have him die after everything he has been through!! That is horrible! He wont quite, he is to strong for this! HE WILL LIVE!!!!!
I find myself holding Zachry's hand in my hand and I'm kissing it and holding it in front of my face. I feel him move, no it cant be happening im dreaming. I'm not dreaming, he is alive. I run up and hug the nurses. They say he will be unconscious for a while so I can either leave or stay in his room, of course I choose to stay. I thank god.