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"..."

"Vernon?"

"HYUNG!"

"Shit... Seokmin's right..."

"HYUNG!"

"Stop shouting."

"Hyung hindi ako makapaniwala!"

"Geez... anong nangyari?"

"Hyung I'm so fucking speechless!"

"Hansol you need to calm down... naiimagine kong nagtatatalon ka nanaman sa kama mo dyan. You look like an idiot, stop."

"HYUNG KASI!"

"ANO NGA KASI?"

"WE KISSED!"

"Huh? Anong we? Wee woo wee woo ganun?"

"Gago hyung! Si Seungkwan at ako! We! Kissed!"

"Wait... WHAT?"

"SEUNGKWAN AND I KISSED!"

"Vernon... I didn't know you're starting to think dreams are real... dude, they're just dreams."

"DUDE IT'S REAL!"

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"I was about to return to my floor after heading from the top floor then I used the elevator. Tapos pumasok si Seungkwan sa may bandang gitnang floor kaya kaming dalawa lang sa elevator. Just like in those kdramas, we got stuck!"

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"And there! He's crying so I tried to calm him down tapos it was too fast... we kissed! Not just a peck but... a kiss. Damn boy I cried sa sobrang tuwa I still can't believe it."

"Hansol..."

"And it wasn't a dream... hanggang ngayon nararamdaman ko parin yung labi nya... fuck I am so addicted."

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"He might have changed but he's still the Seungkwan that I have met before, he's still my Seungkwan."

"Hansol..."

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"Hansol, he's not your Seungkwan."

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"And he's with Wonwoo. You just tried to wreck a relationship dude you're getting into a mess..."

"But Seungkwan was the one who pulled me..."

"Still... Hansol you should've stopped yourself."

"But hyung..."

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"I missed him so much and I wasn't able to control it..."

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"Hyung this is too cheesy but I love him so much that I suddenly forget everything whenever he's around, lalo na kaninang hinalikan nya ako."

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"I was just thinking about him... about how I missed him... about how I love him. God knows how much I love him."

"Dude..."

"I know... this is wrong... and I can't justify it but... why does that kiss feels so fucking right?"

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"That kiss... ewan... maybe... maybe we gave out all the emotion and feelings that we had... kasi ramdam ko... hyung ramdam na ramdam ko."

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"And guilt... yes I feel a little guilty but I don't regret kissing him. I don't regret singing for him... I don't regret hugging him at the end of that kiss... damn I don't regret everything that I did. I would still do that kahit ilang beses pa."

"You're lovesick dude..."

"Yeah... bigtime."

"But you know... I was just worried about that thing... karma."

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"Hansol, hindi magiging madali ang lahat. That's what I assure you."

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"Don't get too sucked up with the happiness that you feel right now. Hanggat sila pa ni Wonwoo, you don't have the right to do anything with Seungkwan."

"I know hyung..."

"You know I'm always supportive... but this... isn't actually right. May masasaktan kayong tao. And in the end, maaaring masaktan din kayo."

"So what should I do now?"

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"Be the same Hansol who ran away from Seungkwan? Be the same coward Hansol who didn't fight for his happiness?"

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"Maybe you should take things slowly? Masyadong mabilis Hansol."

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"Di ko kilala si Wonwoo pero I'm in a relationship and I know the pain kapag kausap ka ni Seungkwan... I mean... it's like Jeonghan seeing his old crush Jisoo... masakit na nga sa akin pano pa kaya kapag kagaya nyo ni Seungkwan na may past talaga?"

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"Siguro maganda din kung kausapin ko si Seungkwan, he should also sort out his feelings."

"Yeah..."

"Anyway, about the CCTV..."

"Oh... I was about to open it..."

"Nah... wag mo nang panoorin. I'm done computing grades, forward mo nalang sa akin."

"O... kay..."

"And uh... before I hung up... do you know Seokmin?"

"Uh... heard him before..."

"Kaibigan ni Seungkwan nung highschool."

"Ay oo! Madalas syang ikwento ni Seungkwan sakin noon. Why?"

"Wala... he just... kinda guessed everything that might happen..."

"Huh?"

"Never mind. I'll hung up. Just call me if you need anything."

"Yeah... thanks hyung."

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