Move ↯ Verkwan

50

Final Chapter

Seungkwan got all his things fixed.

Inalis nya na ang simcard ng phone nya at pinalitan ito ng bago. He had this letter for Jeonghan folded neatly as he inserts it inside a white envelop. Sinulat nya dito ang address ni Jeonghan at nilagay sa pocket ng kanyang hoodie.

He picked up his luggage and picked his wallet together with his plane ticket.

Nang mailagay ni Seungkwan ang luggage nya sa compartment ng kanyang kotse, ay mabilis syang sumakay sa driver's seat. Nilagay nya sa passenger's seat ang iba nyang gamit kasama ang envelop na naglalaman ng sulat para kay Jeonghan... at para kay Vernon.

Yes.

He's leaving Seoul for a month.

To unwind, to find peace.

The whole week stressed him out. Kabilaang hearings at interviews.

Seungkwan forgave Wonwoo but he himself insisted to get jailed. Seungkwan did everything upang hindi yun ituloy ni Wonwoo ngunit wala na syang nagawa nang sabihin ni Wonwoo ang mga salitang. "I want to pay for everything I did. I live on my father's grip ever since and I want to end it."

Ayaw nang makialam ni Seungkwan sa ginawang desisyon ni Wonwoo kaya hinayaan nya na ito.

Seungkwan was with Vernon for the whole week. He's his pillow, his stress reliever but at some point, he thought of some things.

Does he deserve Vernon?

Does he deserve all these good person around him?

Does he even deserve this life he have right now?

Kaya heto sya ngayon. He's going to take some rest for a while.

He's going to leave the city and try to find his self one more time, without the people who stood beside him from the very beginning, without his strength.

Seungkwan stopped at the post office at nilagay sa mail box ang letters na ginawa nya. He then drove off to the airport.

"Jeju Do..." he read the place stated where he's about to go habang nakaupo sya sa waiting area.

He looked at his luggage and took a deep breath.

Isang buwan lang Seungkwan.

Kaya mo yan.

-x-

Vernon dialed Seungkwan's phone for the nth time.

It's his habit to call Seungkwan every morning pagkagising n'ya at nag-aalala sya ngayong hindi nya macontact si Seungkwan.

He then called Jeonghan and the man picked it up immediately.

"Jeonghan hyung?"

"Vernon I know why you called... hindi ko din macontact si Seungkwan."

"I'm on my way to his u—"

"Nasa unit na ako ni Seungkwan ngayon. I planned to give some breakfast for him but wala sya dito pag-dating ko."

"Did you checked his things?"

"Wala sa closet nya ang ilan nyang gamit..."

"Shit..."

"Don't worry Vernon... I think... he just wanted to be alone..."

"Huh?"

"Kahit noong college kami, ganun si Seungkwan. He will suddenly not go to school for a week tapos babalik sya the next week tas nakangiti na sya."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah."

"..."

"The whole month is pretty though for him. He resigned, broke up, found you and faced some law related shits... maybe he wants to take some break."

"BUT HE'S ALONE!"

"Tone down your voice kid."

"PANO KAPAG NAPAHAMAK SYA?"

"Do you trust him?"

"Ha?"

"Do you trust him?"

"Oo naman!"

"Then you don't have to worry."

"BUT—!"

"Will you wait for him?"

"..."

"..."

"Even if it takes another 10 years... I would."

"..."

"..."

"Tangina ang baduy nyong mga bata kayo."

"Hyung were not those teenage couples anymore!"

"Yeah yeah mamaya nalang ulit kita kausapin, I'm with Seungcheol."

"Okay hyung..."

"Just don't think too much about Seungkwan okay?"

"Salamat hyung."

"Okay okay! Bye!"

"Bye!"

Hansol hand nothing to do but sit back on his couch.

Nakaayos na sya at paalis na talaga kung hindi lang sinabi ni Jeonghan na hindi nya kailangan mag-alala.

Hansol raised his phone above his face and unlocked it.

He stared at his lockscreen and smiled.

"Wala pang isang araw Seungkwan..." he sighed.

"I miss you already..." he caresses Seungkwan's cheek on the pic using his pointing finger.

"But I will prove you for the second time that I will always wait for you to comeback."