The 7 Princes [BTS x Reader]

Deleted Scene #3 - Tell Me

Day three. How many more days would you be stuck in your room like this?

You had already cleaned everything, taken six baths, and made a necklace for Jin. You didn't have a phone to mess with, and you couldn't really work out.

Not that you wanted to. Part of you was too depressed to do anything anyways.

Swish.

A small letter appeared under your door. Your stomach dropped. It wasn't another threat, was it?

You jumped up and tip-toed towards it, like it was a land mine waiting to go off. You picked it up and unfolded it.

There were only four words written on it.

Tell me your thoughts.

Your heart pounded. It wasn't the same handwriting as the threats. It was someone else. But who? Who wanted to know your thoughts?

Whoever they were, at least they cared. Right? Maybe they didn't. Either way, you needed to talk to someone.

You got out a pen and wrote underneath the note.

I feel like I'm surrounded by chaos. I'm heartbroken. Somehow, I feel like everything is my fault. Like I should have been wiser. Or stronger. I feel like if everything had stayed the way it was – if I had remained no one, if I hadn't met the people I met – then it wouldn't be as hard.

Tears streamed down your face as you wrote. You folded the letter back carefully and shoved it back under the door. You sat and hugged your knees next to the door. Maybe no one really cared, but you hoped they did. Maybe they wouldn't write back, but you hoped they would.

An hour passed. Another note swished under the door.

Nietzsche wrote, "One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star." Chaos makes us wiser. Brokenness makes us stronger. Nothing could stay the way it was. That's not the path for any of us. Tomorrow you'll be stronger. Tomorrow you'll be wiser. Tomorrow the chaos will become part of your heart, and you'll be one step closer to learning to dance.

You smiled at the warm words on the paper. But...

Who are you?

The slip of paper came back to you.

Someone who should have told you from the beginning that you were never trash. Someone who wants to see you happy. You're a strong woman, [Y/N]. I believe in you.

Trash...? When did you ever...

"And what would I tell them? That you have a secret girlfriend, or that you think I'm trash?"

Those were the words you said to Namjoon in the vineyard.

You threw open the door, hoping to catch a glimpse of his face. There was nothing but guards. You stepped back, noticing a small package at your door. You leaned down and picked it up.

Shutting the door, you pulled away the cloth around it. It was a copy of The Strange Case of Dr Jekyll Mr Hyde.

You opened the front cover. There was a sticky note inside.

I thought you might be bored. I'd love to hear your thoughts on this one the next time I see you. I hope to see you soon.

You smiled. You wanted to see him again too.   

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A/N: I feel like Namjoon is the type of guy you can sit and talk with when the world is falling apart. That's why he's my bias. :)

Here's one of the deleted scenes I promised! I'll work on another one for you since we had so many votes and views this week! Thanks again, everyone.

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