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i've always enjoyed the time between two and three in the morning. it's the point of delirium, but you're not so forgone as to complete exhaustion. i enjoyed this time because it gave me a break. those bothersome words and thoughts in my head where put to sleep by the smooth calm that fell over me, leaving the result of me being... normal. just normal. and i loved it. suddenly, emotions made sense and i could see why people enjoyed having feelings so much. however, thankfully, i would be back to myself shortly, cold and analyzing. the feeling would drift away, and i could look at the world from afar. i like like this way, as feelings have only been found to clutter up mindspace.
observation: at three am i'm not me. at three am i'm human.
so you can see why it was a problem when i found john wandering around.
(a/n: yes, a new story. yes, it sucks. anyway, basically sherlock is normal at 2-3 am and john starts waking up around them. one thing leads to another, and they end up having sort of late night/early morning therapy sessions. idk)
(a/n: hey ya'll. it's just me two years later, editing. my goal is to finish it all within the next month.)
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Fanfictionat three am i'm not me. at three am i'm human. [ post season 4 ] [ trigger warning ]