Why was I thinking all this? Ovaries overloaded? What's that even mean? I don't know what I'm saying but it just feels applicable to the situation. To my feelings.
It's the first time I'm experiencing this. The teenage-drawn-to-a-partner thing.
And somehow I know exactly what it is without ever remembering being in this position.
I'm like a baby that is looking at a table for the first time but knows that it is called a table, can be made out of wood, plastic or metal and people eat using it to rest their food.
I'm a genius baby.
I now know what hormones feel like, I will definitely get used to the sensation and it won't startle me again.
But there are so many things I haven't yet been through.
I haven't cried yet.
I haven't tried pizza.
I haven't had my- I'm not gonna write that there in case someone actually reads this.
I haven't been kissed yet.
So many things, so little time.
Plenty of time, but not right now.
I just went into the world of thought for what seems like forever but it's only been two seconds. At least I hope so. Otherwise It'd be awkward if the guys started a conversation with me and I just be staring into space, looking into infinity, gazing at the stars...
"Hi Evelyn!"
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A/n
(Header image: This time I couldn't resist XD)
Do boys know when girls get lost for words and feel awkward? Or does it subtly go unnoticed? I guess we will never know...
Sending 📚📚s ur way
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