Should I?
I didn't know how I felt anymore. He hurt me but he also looked out for me. He is always there when I pass out. He lets me shower in his room when I have one of my own (but I think that for other reasons). He never push for anything. For god sake he's even asking me if he could mark me. I don't think any other male would have done that.
He was watching my face so closely I couldn't help but smile. That was another thing he always made me smile no matter what. I knew me and my wolf wanted to be mark but there was one thing holding us both back....
We are no one....
I have no family....
Nothing to my name....
Will he still want me when I'm old?
What if someone prettier comes along and the only thing keeping us to together was our wolves. He only wanted to mark me to shut his wolf up?
"Do you know if you mark me you can have no one else? Never, not in till I die?" I asked pulling out of his arms. If he did this my heart would be forever his...wait what am I kidding it already is. If he did this it would kill me if he ever hurt me again. Could I risk it?
"Well that's good! You know it would be the same for me. I won't want any other male touching what is mine!" He growled at the thought. I smiled to myself sitting on his soft bed.
"No I really mean it! You would kill me if you left me!" I sighed trying not to look into his green eyes.
"The same for me." He simply said sitting next to as I faced away. "Do you not get it yet? I want to be your mate. I have been waitting for you my whole life!" He sounded as if he was going to rip his own hair out.
"Why?" I whispered still not get it. Did he really mean it. For fuck sake I was the alone gil, who has sat in her tree for 2 years reading. I was nearly killed by my family and I wasn't over it yet. I act as if I am but I'm not.
"Because you are beautiful!"
"No I'm not! I still don't understand! I was nearly killed by my own mother and I act as if nothing is wrong with that but when I turn off the light she comes for me again and again! I wake up crying! I'm weak and I am a complete and utter freak!" I stood up and walked to the window needing to get some air. Ryan stayed quite....so now he thinks I am a real freak! Well done Avery!
I felt tears stream down my face as I heard the door go. So now he doesn't want me! It had taken to fall for him to leave! Could this day get any worse?
I then felt a sudden warmth around my waist and a head on my shoulder. I heard him whisperer.
"No matter what you are mine Avery." Then I felt a sudden jolt of pain where my neck met my shoulder but it fade and nothing but happiness filled me. I felt complete for the first time.
It last for what seemed hours and when Ryan had finally pulled away he spun me around to face him. I wanted to feel anger, he had just marked me when I hadn't said he could.
I looked into his deep green eyes and saw nothing but happiness and love.
"Avery you are mine!" He almost Alpha ordered. "You are the new Luna of the pack!" I then felt a sudden jolt of power and burning in my heart and neck. I wanted to mark Ryan as mine as well so did my wolf. She was trying to take control of me. She was pushing me to mark him.
I pushed Ryan to the wall and bite him. I marked him as mine!
"You are mine Ryan!" I said as I fell to the floor as the power left me. I could see everything better now. Ryan was going to there for me and I him. Also I was going to help lead this pack. No one could hurt me while I was Luna! I was not weak little Avery anymore.
"Avery? Are you okay?" Ryan rushed to pick me up. I smiled and kissed him.
"Yeah!" I said pulling back. I wanted to be in his arms forever! I felt safe, loved and needed with him. "Thank you" I said to him as I closed me eyes. I needed to sleep, marking and being marked took a lot out of you. I sighed taking in his scent.
"What for Avery?" Ryan asked before putting me down on his bed.
"For helping me, for being my mate." I said before going into dream land! Where me and Ryan were happy with no one to take it away but now wasn't that in the real world to? Or was someone going to take it away? I couldn't help but think something bad was coming like it was riding on the wind. It felt like a storm was coming but I couldn't control it like with my powers. I just hoped it wasn't something bad and it was just a feeling!
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So what do you think? I hope this was longer? Sorry if it wasn't! And sorry it took me so long to write this chapter! I have so many exams coming up! My school even got rid of form time (homeroom thing) for year 9 and 10 (mine year groups, we are mixed)
So tell me what you think! COMMENT VOTE AND FAN! Also check out my new book The winter Snow, it is about vamps (never written one before so...)
Thank you for reading and sorry for any mistakes!
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The Alone Girl
WerewolfAvery wants nothing more than to read in her tree away from people, away from the family that she ran away from but what happens when she meets the sweet and kind Alpha of The Blood Moon whose lands she was staying on? And what happens when she fina...
