50 • we should be better

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there are those days
where this heavy feeling
weighs on
your chest, arms, legs
— your entire body.

and it is so heavy.

you are suffocating.
you are going to choke
and run out of air.
you are going to
cry.

but if someone saw you,
they would only see
one person lying on the floor,
broken-hearted
and
crying.

disappointed.
embarrassed.
frustrated.
ashamed.

how did we become like this?
this shouldn't be happening.
how is this happening?
we are supposed to be better,
we are better.

no, we're not.
the news on my screen tells me.
we are not any better.
we have not learned from our past yet.
and until we do,
the past will continue to weigh on you,
and will continue
to suffocate
you.

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