some days i
just want to
stab
my brain
just to make it
listen to
myself.
some days i
just want to
rip my
heart out
just to check
if it's still
beating.
some days i
just want to
drown myself
so i can remember
what it's like
to feel
alive.
and
some days i
just want to
hurt others
just to remind
myself that
i'm not suffering
alone.
but most of all,
some days i
want someone
to hold me and
to tell me that
this, too, will
pass and time will
wash away all of the
pain and
to just remind
me what it's like
to be
loved.
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Silent Chaos
PoetryIt's too quiet. The loudest thing is your heart beating. You can feel your pulse throughout your whole body and it's overwhelming. You're breathing too loud in a place where life does not exist. The silence is invading into your mind, filling it wit...
