Chapter 29

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I've avoided Jaxon all week. Besides the one time I covered for him with his parents. I don't even know why I didI just, did. It was a small white lie about why he had skipped school but still. I shouldn't have helped him but I did.

But we still aren't talking.

Every time I look at him I think about what happened in the kitchen and how it can't happen again no matter how bad I want it too.

My phone's constant ringing brought me out of my haze. I looked over at the clock before reaching for my phone.

12:00pm

Thank God its not a school night or I would be asleep in all my classes.

I pressed the green answer button and was met with Nora's giggling voice.

" LINAAAA!!!!" I pulled the phone away from my ear cringing a little bit from Nora's piercing voice. She sounded a little bit on the drunk side.

" Nora? Are you drunk?" She giggled on her side of the phone. I plopped down on my bed and closed my eyes for a second.

" Mayyyyyybe" She dragged her words and I couldn't help but laugh a little. I had never thought Nora would be the one to be this drunk. It was quite funny actually. Good girl gone rouge.

" Where are you-" I was cut off by the loud music and some one squealing in the back ground.

" OH MY GOODNESS IS THAT WINA?!!! LET ME TALK TO HERRRRRR" It sounded like Saura but I couldn't really tell with the hiccups in between. " PLEAAASSSEE NORA!!??" Yep definitely Saura.

It sounded like the phone was switched over and put to someone else ear.

" WINNAAAAA" Oh goodness. How drunk were they?

" Hi Saura. " She squealed then as if she realized something stopped.

" Why aren't you here?" I shrugged and then realized she couldn't see me.

" I don't know."

" Well you were inited! Wait were you? Nora didn't you tell Wina?" I chuckled at her 'Wina' and looked up at my ceiling.

" No I thought you did!" I heard Nora's muffled voice in the back ground. The girls argued for a minute before a males voice interrupted. Wyatt's voice.

" God I'm too sober for this. " I smiled and listen to them forget that I was on the phone. I pressed the red button and tossed my phone on a pillow, closing my eyes and falling asleep while all my other friends partied their hearts out.








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"Sh1t !!" I rubbed my eyes. What the heck? Who was up at- I glanced over in the dark and read the three bold black numbers. Who the heck was coming into my room at 3:16 in the morning!? I groaned and leaned over to turn on my lamp. It clicked on and I looked at the frozen figure by the bathroom door.

" Jaxon?" I pushed my self up from the position I had fallen asleep in.

" I didn't see you tonight." He was drunk. I could smell him all the way over here.

" That's because I wasn't there." I ran my hand through my hair and pushed the blanket off my legs, goosebumps quickly littering my skin. He stepped closer to my bed and I crossed my arms and looked up at him.

" Why are you in here Jax?" He shrugged and looked at my window, the blinds were still open.

" I wanted to see if you were okay." I let out a humorless laugh. He just stared at me in his drunk hazy state. I pushed off my bed and walked over to him. HE watched me with his bleached sapphires. Do they get lighter when he's drunk?

Back to the point. Jaxon. In my room. At Three freaking in the morning.

" I'm fine. " He didn't move from his spot but the door. HE chuckled a deep husky laugh, then ran his hands through his tossed brown hair. I couldn't help but stare. I didn't say anything but chew on my bottom lip with my arms crossed against my chest. His eyes finally met mine.

Next thing I know he's a centimeter away from me and I can feel his hot skin and his intoxicated breath.

" Jax." My voice was breathy.

" Lina." So was his.

We need to stop before anything else happens. But I can't talk. My lips are slightly parted.

I can't say anything. I'm completely frozen.

" Jaxon." I finally breathed out words.

" I know. " We were both breathing faster than normal and my pulse was racing.

Just kiss me already.

I wanted to say out loud but I knew it would just cause more problems. But weren't we already complicated?

" I'm gonna forget this in the morning. " He was right. He's not sober enough to do this. HE's going to forget all of this ever happened in the morning and I'm going to be stuck with all of these stupid memories.

" I know. "

" But It's worth it for now." Before I could say another word he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me flush against his body. His blue eye met my brown ones and he glanced at my lips once.

Then twice.

Then he rested his hand on my cheek and his lips met mine.

" I have to stop with this. " He chuckled and back away leaving me stunned where I stood. Why I wanted to say but I stopped myself. He closed his eyes rubbed his head and looked at me one last time.

" Wait. " My voice stopped him from walking out the door. I don't know why I even said it but I did. I don't know why I'm stopping him but here I am.

" I like you. and I can say this now because you're drunk and you won't remember me saying any of this in the morning. " I took a deep breath and looked at him. His eyes sparkled from the moonlight that was shining in through my open windows. He didn't say anything, he just let me talk.

" I don't expect you to reciprocate the feeling. I just wanted you to know because falling for you was something I hadn't planned. " He looked at me one last time before balancing on the balls of his feet and turning towards the door. He gripped the handle and opened it.

Shutting it gently behind him.

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