Specks of Light

Part Three. Chapter 5: Not An Obstacle

Yuu expected Kyo's bad reaction but instead he only got silence. "Ijuuin- sensei?" he called in a low tone ["Where are you now?"] sensei asked with a serious tone that somehow made Yuu nervous "At home" he answered "Well, actually at your place" he finished looking out the window. ["You going to sleep in my bedroom?"] Ijuuin asked with the same serious tone he had previously used. Yuu was unsure whether he was upset or not but if anything, it was better to follow sensei's lead in the conversation. "Most likely. Why? Shouldn't I?" he asked knowing the answer wouldn't be a no.

["I want you to lay on my bed now"] Kyo stated this time sounding quite eagerly "What?!" Yuu asked confused ["Let me know when you're under the covers"] sensei answered without giving him any sort of explanation. "Why would I..?" he started but sensei quickly interrupted ["Yanase- kun, do as I say, please"]. Without really wanting to make things worse, Yuu stood up and headed to sensei's bedroom. The room was just the same as he had left it two days ago, but thanks to the heat, it was now nicely warn. He turned on the lamp on the bedside table and got under the covers. It waskind of late, but he would usually fall asleep past one or two in the morning. "Okay, I am under the covers" Yuu spoke in a low voice still feeling a little confused.

["Yanase- kun, do you miss me?"] Kyo asked, Yuu listened very clearly as sensei closed the door of the hotel suite he was staying at "Of course" he answered now perfectly understanding what Ijuuin's intentions were. ["Do you miss me more at day or at night?"] Ijuuin said through the phone making Yuu's blood turn warmer "At night" he answered feeling really embarrassed. This was definitely not something he was used to. ["You miss my touch, don't you?"] he heard sensei's voice again "All the time" he replied honestly. It hadn't been a week since Ijuuin left for Paris and he was already deeply feeling his absence. That fact was probably the main reason why he was going along with this situation, plus he felt like Kyo was the only person he could ever be able to do this with.

["I miss your touch too, you know? I miss feeling your arms around me at night, your legs tightly held between mine and the way your hands turn cold when you start to get nervous"]. Yuu's eyes immediately went wide open at what he was just told. Not that he didn't know this was coming since the very beginning, but  Ijuuin had spoken with a very soft tone, the same one he would always use whenever they were completely submerged in the passion caused by their feelings towards one another. "I miss you so much" Yuu replied without noticing his voice had also adopted a very soft, almost whispering, tone. ["I know, that is why you are going to feel me right next to you now...completely pressed against my body, just like when I hug you tightly by the waist"] Kyo commented almost as a whisper. Yuu set his cellphone close to his body somehow hoping to feel Ijuuin closer just by having the device right next to him.

["Can you feel it, Yanase- kun? Your body temperature is usually colder than mine, that's why I always crave to have you in my arms"] Ijuuin's words echoed in Yuu's ears immediately making him close his eyes ["How do you like to be held tight against my body?"] sensei asked making Yuu return to his, almost lost, senses. "I like it. I like it very much" Yuu replied silently. The memory of being embraced by Kyo at night as he usually drew lines on Yuu's body with this fingers had been enough to start sending heat to the center of his body. ["I like it too. I like to have you only for myself, I like to play with your clothes and slowly press my fingertips against your skin. I like stripping you of those colorful shirts you always wear and I like sliding my tongue down to your waist"] Yuu heard through the speaker. He could feel his blood starting to run warmer and warmer, his toes moved slowly as he clenched his hands in fist in an effort of resisting the urge to be touched.

"Sensei" he whispered feeling completely lost of words. He really had no idea what to say, this teasing was both great and a bit cruel. Still he wanted, he needed to hear more ["Is hard to contain myself when you start shivering as an answer to my touch. I love it when you finally give in and I slowly start exploring your body with my lips"] Yuu forced his eyelids closer, almost in pain as he felt sensei's words traveling all the way from the phone to his crotch. ["Feel me now, Yanase- kun! As your hand starts to slide down your hips...think about all the times my hand has done the same"]. He knew what Ijuuin was trying to get him to do, and while he was trying to be strong against his body's urges, he knew that given the current state of his groin, if he didn't do it now, it would be painful later on.

Opening one of his clenched hands, he slid his hand down the elastic hem of his pants  and placed it on his hipbone hesitating about going any further. "I- I..." he wasn't even sure of what he wanted to say. ["You don't have to say anything, let my words carry you the same way my lips do whenever we are together"]. This was getting too far and at this point every word Ijuuin said only served to turn him on more and more. ["This is the state only I can see you in, Yanase- kun. The face you are making now as you try to resist my words and the face you'll be making soon when you find yourself lost in desire are only mine"]. Once again, sensei had pretty much read his mind and he wasn't even looking at him. Still doubting, he slowly slid his hand inside his underwear completely unshocked of what he felt once he reached his objective. ["Feel my touch the same way you do every time we are next to each other. Feel my love expressed through my body when I explore every bit of your being"]. 

As a man, he had done this to himself several times in the past but somehow, it now felt completely different. Allowing himself to be driven by Ijuuin's words as sensei had requested, he started to move his hand up and down, very clearly remembering every single time he had been at the mercy of Ijuuin's fingers in this same position. "Ah- ah" escaped his mouth even though he was trying not to let out any sort of obscene sounds. ["Y-you're so perfect, Yanase- kun. I love every aspect of you. I love your face, your body, your voice, your personality. I love all of you"]. Despite him being lost in every word he was hearing, it was plain obvious to notice on Ijuuin's voice that he was involved in the same task he was now busy with. 

The words stopped coming as everything that crossed the speakers was their heavy breathing with an occasional moan. Yuu kept his hand working trying to imitate the moves Kyo always delivered around him. He could feel he was reaching his limit when sensei spoke again ["Y- your body has my mark, Yanase- kun. That's why even when you touch it, is my hands that you feel on your skin. We- we belong to each other. Only to each other"]. This last sentence was enough to push Yuu to his limit "Mmm ah!". He buried his head on the pillow trying to hide the moans that would put his release in evidence. As he heard Ijuuin's breath slowly decreasing back to a normal pace, he lifted his head "I- I love you" he said curling up his legs trying to breath normally. This was the first time he had worded it before Kyo "I love you too" he heard through the phone.

It was true that he always found himself amazed by Ijuuin- sensei, but this time he had really outdone himself. Yuu felt a warm feeling filling his chest as he realized that his partner was not willing to let distance be an obstacle between them.