Can't hate you || e.d

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Y/n

We were heading to the doc again after the twentieth week.. That means we were going to find out what gender our baby had... I was so excited, it didn't even matter anymore if boy or girl because I only wanted my child to be healthy.

Ethan used to talk with my stomach.. he was so cute and taking so much care of me that I almost believed he was someone else. He stroke my tummy all the time and made sure that everything was going to be fine.

He was saying so many weird things to my stomach because he knew that it could hear him.

He said things like 'You'll be a part of our gang!' or 'Mommy won't stop us.', 'You'll be a quarterback' or 'You'll make the girls crazy with just pulling up in daddy's car!'. Of course I was mad as hell at him for that but at the end it didn't matter. If he was passionate about it then I was okay with that..
He was caring so much like god bless him... he was doing everything I wanted.. and I have to admit... I liked it.

He literally didn't let me do anything by my own. He did everything for me. He helped me with taking a shower, bath, with eating, moving, sleeping in the right position, making sure that I would always be motivated and a lot of other things.. he was there whenever I had to throw up and he handled my mood swings very well. I loved him so much that eve thinking of him got me emotional..
But we argues during the ride again.

"Pray that it's going to be a boy!" he said. I raised a brow at him. "Uh I won't do anything! I'll just wait and see what's going to happen." I said and he slowed down. "What? You're talking about it like it's something unimportant. 'Oh I'll just wait what's gonna happen!'" he imitated me and I had to laugh.

"Ethan! You know that there's nothing more important for me!" I said and he smirked at me.. it was a smirk.. smile.. something mixed that got me happy...
"What if it's a girl?" I asked him provocative. He clenched his jaw at me very angrily. I thought he was going to say something that was going to get on my nerves but he didn't..

"I... I'll love her more than you.." he said softly with a soft smile. My jaw dropped. But not because I was upset.. I was amazed.. I wanted him to love it more than me.. I wanted him to live for it..

"I love you."
"I love you too."

We arrived and walked in hand in hand.

Ethan

The doc was about to tell us if it was a girl or a boy. Of course I was still praying that it was going to be a boy but I didn't tell her that. My hands were shaking.. this was a very important moment. It's not like I wasn't wanting a girl because I was too obsessed with a boy but I knew the responsibilities I would have to carry.. I would be afraid for her because she was going to be as pretty as her mother and a boy would be able to protect himself and start fights if necessary.
Holy piss I was very nervous.

"Are you ready?" the doc asked us and y/n looked at me. "Wait! Ethan.." I raised my eyebrows. "Is everything alright?" I asked her very worried, putting my other hand on our interlocked hands. I was worrying more than usually.
She nodded. "I hope.. that it's a boy.." she said and smiled. My jaw dropped and my heart started beating faster. I kissed her and then she told us what it was..

"It's... a boy!"
I screamed full of laughter and because I was proud of myself... and of her of course! I felt so relieved and happy that I was going to die.
She smiled and laughed too.
"I knew it and I told you!" I said to her and the doc laughed too.
"And he's healthy!" the doc added and when I saw the look in y/n's eyes I noticed again that it was all that mattered. She was shining and that made my heartbeat go even faster.. But I couldn't wait to tell Josh.. or the boys. I was about to explode so I called him while the doc was cleaning y/n's stomach from the weird liquid.