Can't hate you || e.d

Parallel universe

Sun

As soon as I woke up from my nap, I grabbed my phone and called Dean. As soon as he picked up I asked "Are your windows already dark?" I was too sleepy to laugh but I had to smile like a fool. "Darker than you can imagine." he said and I couldn't help but laugh.

"What did your mom say? Do you have to move to another country or should I hide in the basement?" he asked and I had to chuckle again. "None of that. She didn't say a word about it." I answered and the silence on the other line let me know that he was just as confused and worried as I've been in the moment she actually asked me what I would like to eat. It was awkward and strange.

"There must be something wrong. Seriously. I'm warning you, don't fall for it." he said and he sounded serious. I turned stretched myself and yawned. "I know. I won't. I'm already waiting for the war that's going to break out when dad arrives." I said and realized that I didn't even care about it anymore.

I was just going to let them talk and do my thing just like Dean told me a while ago. It was going to make everything easier because the opposite made it worse. It wasn't affecting us or hurting us in any way because we were going to stay together, no matter what. They were never going to change that.

"Babe, don't try to protect me or talk about me. Let them say what they want to say. I don't know what they're thinking right now but there's no need to push them." he said and I felt bad for him once again. I felt bad for both of us.

He didn't want me to get in any trouble. He didn't want me to protect him, no matter what they were going to say about him. Although I didn't like that idea, I agreed because I didn't want him to get in trouble either.

"I won't. I promise. But now tell me about the training! How was it and how are the boys?" I asked changing the subject because I didn't want to end this call sad again. "Excuse me? I think the fuck not? HoW ARe thE bOYs? That's none of your fucking business!" he said almost screaming with such a pissed and angry voice that I almost snorted. Unfortunately I couldn't hold it in so I lost my shit and bursted our in laughter. I wasn't even sleepy anymore.

"I didn't mean it like that! I meant if there is anybody who has the potential to be your friend." I said when I finally got myself back together. "Think about the way you ask next time please. And nah. I don't want any friends. They're all pussies. Sorry babe." he said because he realized that he's been cursing too much but it wasn't bothering me at all. I was already used to that and I liked his aggressive sides.

"You're the only one I need..." he added and I smiled. Did he always have to be so cute? "On my dick." he said and my smile disappeared as fast as it appeared. I heard him laugh and rolled my eyes. "How can your mood change so fast? I swear if you would be here I would hit you so hard."

"Hit or ride?" he asked and that made me blush. I almost screamed. "Dean! Okay you're getting too horny, I'm leaving bye!" I said and could hear how he said that he was joking and how much he loves me before I hung up.

I smiled and finally sat up.

I yawned again and my phone buzzed. He texted me. Of course he did.

'If you hang up in my face like that ever again I'll-..'

I couldn't read the rest of the massage because the door of my room opened without any warning, so I put my phone away immediately.

Moon walked in. "Sorry I didn't knock." he said but he didn't really seem like he would be sorry. He just closed it after he came in and I knew that he was going to act weird again. He slowly sat down next to me on my bed. He leaned his elbows on his knees and took a deep breath as if he was getting ready for something important. After that it was silent for a while. None of us moved.