Shattered// Stiles Stilinski [ 1 ] Complete

Chapter Eleven

I haven't talked to anyone in days, weeks maybe. I've lost track of time. I haven't slept either. I can't. Not now.

I'm not even allowed at my own house. Apparently being under 18 and without a guardian and living by yourself is a crime.

I've been staying at Scott's. Melissa is letting me stay in their guest room.

Stiles barley lets me out of his sight. He's always here. Before school, after school, he only leaves when Melissa makes him. He's even here doing his homework. Even if we don't talk, he doesn't care. He's here.

Lydia has been here too. She tries her best to comfort me, it means a lot actually but I just don't feel like I have the strength to say or do anything right now.

Allison came over a few times too, she told me it gets better. She's lost her mom too, but none of them have lost both of their parents. They don't understand what it's like.

Isaac never leaves me alone either. Since he's been staying with Scott too he's always with me. Brings me food that I don't eat. I eat a little but not much. I don't see the point really, I don't have any family that cares about me anymore.

Ethan has even stuck in through the window to see me. Surprisingly enough, he's been a good person to me.

I just wish I had more time with my mom.

I have to go back to school today, I can't miss anymore days or I might not be able to be a senior.

I take a shower, and get out and look into the mirror.

I don't even recognize myself. There's bags under my eyes. I haven't slept in days. I look like hell, but then again that's how I feel.

I leave my long brown hair down, I don't really feel like do anything. I just feel so numb.

Scott picked out an outfit last night, it actually isn't that bad. It's a pair of ripped jeans and a while floral crop top. So that's what I wear.

I don't put on that much makeup, just enough to make me look a bit more awake.

I hear a knock on my door. It's Scott and Isaac.

"Hey," Isaac says leaning against my door frame.

I don't respond.

Scott came over and gave me a hug, his body warmed me up. I hugged him back, tears falling from my eyes.

"You'll get through it, Lydia is in all of your classes, Stiles is in about half of yours, so is Allison. Just come find any of us if you want to leave," Scott told me.

I nodded. We walked down the steps to see Melissa.

"You kids all ready for school?"

"Yeah, I think so," Isaac answered.

"Oh, Bella. Stiles said he was going to drive you to school today," Scott said.

I nod. I still haven't spoken to anyone.

I grab my now unfamiliar back pack. And walk outside the front door. And of course Stiles's blue jeep is in Scott's driveway.

Scott gave me a rub on my back, and I get in the car with Stiles.

"Hey, morning."

I gave him a small smile.

"I brought you tea, I know you hate coffee," He said handing me a cup of tea.

"Thank you," I say, speaking feels weird at this point.

This made Stiles smile, "You're welcome."