A Believer: Smiling Again (Vol. 2)

Record 9: God's Miraculous way

Today,  I want you to know that I already move on.  Get over from my past hurt,  though I still have phobia but atlist now I accepted everything.

Ang hirap magpatawad noong una..

It's hard also to ask God to forgive them because what you really want is to hate them forever. 

So I end up telling God how I hate them.  I cried so much. 

I just don't know what happened next, all I knew is that I was convicted to do good to them,  to understand them.. And you know what happened after following my conviction? 

I learn to love them.  It's impossible,  you might say I am hypocrite.. But really,  I do love them.  That I even cried to God how He  miraculously did it to me. 

Now I understand why God said,  pray for those who persecute you,  do good to your enemy.  Do not pay evil with evil, pay evil with good.

Now I understand that if we do this.. He will make miracles in our life that we cannot even imagine or able to explain.

It is really different and amazing!

Praise the Lord!!  Now,  I could genuinely smile again.  If before I wanna quite,  but now I have the perseverance to keep walking the same road.  No turning back! No turning back..