A Believer: Smiling Again (Vol. 2)

Record 22: Which is Which Lord?

I am in the point of time where I do not know anymore what is the will of God for me.

I am so confuse. I do not know if whom I'll gonna listen.

I got burned. Hindi ko na kayang tanggapin yong mga bagay na inooffer nila sa akin. Sobrang pagod at manhid na ako.

I am tired of people dictating me what to do with my life. I have plans and will also.

I have dream and plans for my future. Pero bakit ganon?

I am considering God's redirection. I want to trust him. But I am really confuse today which is which is God's plan.

Pero kung magdadasal man ako sa Diyos ng kanyang confirmation "Lord, ayuko po yong taong i-foforce ako na pumunta sa isang lugar or yong situation na wala akong choice. Lord gusto ko pong maramdaman, dahil gusto ko pong maging masaya sa pupuntahan ko at mamahalin ito, hindi yong mag-eendure lang ako at magsusurvive, para saan pa at nabubuhay pa ako Lord if ganon ang mangyayari. Ayukong pinilit lang ako o dahil nablackmail o dahil nahihiya but this time Lord help me to speak boldy, guide me in my decisions, give me wisdom to analize everything that are happening in my Life today."