A Believer: Smiling Again (Vol. 2)

Record 26: The Ending I may Not Have

I am a little kid with a big dream.

At naniniwala akong because of my dream as little kid kaya nandito ako ngayon sa kinalalagyan ko.

Don't get me wrong, I know I am not what I am today because of me, I know that God do something about it. Because He saw my determination and courage.

Two years ago, when I am fulfilling my dream in life, I met some people who offers me a very good plan to achieve it. I have trusted them and followed everything they wanted me to do even though it is against my will. Things that I never desires to do.

Because I had believed that it is the way to achieve my dream.

Yesterday, everything so clear. Clearer that water but confusing like the color of the sky on day.

My dream is not the ending I may not have. Because this way they offered me has another ending. Something I can take advantage with or something that will lead me to things I have never desired again.

I do not know if it is better or maybe worse.

I do not know if do I have to follow or this time, I can take a steps on my own way. 

If God redirection or just a plan of them.

Some part of me thought that I may not get into their standards that's why they're sending me out. Because I am not qualified.

Did they just forgotten their offer or it is their way to kick me out of their circle. Maybe not, maybe yes.

But  I am praying that wherever God send me (us), He'll give me (us) a willing heart.

A joy to conquer all things and a faith that cannot be shaken.