A Believer: Smiling Again (Vol. 2)

Record 28: It's 2:32 AM

What can I do? I cannot sleep again. It's been a month I am like this.

My mind is so disturbed about eveything in my life. Plans of future and present situations.

I want to trust God. I want to lay everything to him and let him do the job.

I am so full of people's demand. So full f people's drama.

I forgotten myself and who I am. I been easily drive by people who think I am their servant.

I been full of words said insincerely.

That's why I am stepping one meter right, enough to get out from this kind of world. I hope it will also be enough to find myself.

I am praying for a nice sleep and a peaceful mind. A clear vission and wisdom to understand God and His will for me. To get things right and to be happy. To worry no more and to set myself free. So that when it's 2:32 AM I am already dreaming of Jesus. Praising him even while I am resting.